Fun Times in England with Melody!

So, as it turns out, me and this other model, Melody, are gonna be the featured female models for the Autumn 2013 line and featured on the website predominantly!!! How cool is that! She's been a model here in England for a while and been with SINSTAR for a year now. We totally hit it off immediately and have been hanging out between shoots! And... she's pretty hot as well with some awesome tats, too! We did a really cool outdoor shoot last night! There is this really amazing pic of me! I can't wait to post it.

They said that these pics will go up almost immediately. They are eager to get this new line up and how cool is that. I'll be a featured model on a clothing companies website like by the end of the week! And, the coolest part, I get to keep all the clothes and they're giving me tons more to take back home with me! Rad!!!

Here are some pics from the week so far!

First meeting Melody!!!

I think the first shoot...

Hanging out at Melody's place about to go clubbing after a long day.
I was probably texting (sexting) with Tonya here! Hee hee!

Josh sent me one of the songs they finished and it sounds so freaking good! DAMN!!! I just want to post it right now but I better not! Soon though, I'll put some up.

Well, we're gonna go get a cool black taxi and head to the club again! Hopefully I won't consume too much "liquid-courage" and make a fool out of myself tonight!

Old Folks Home and a Quick Run to the Store...

Got a call from mom this morning, at like 8:15 am... She's cooking some Hamburger Casserole for dinner, one of my favorite things in the world to eat! I can't wait. It's so good!!! I might bring Tonya, I'm sure Luke would love to see her! I guess we'll head over there around 5pm-ish...

But first, I got in touch with Carolyn today and she said that the pics I took while staying with her are being very well received by the company and everyone she's shown them to have loved them. She's going to be sending me a couple out-takes to post on here maybe today. She said that the president of the company is a big fan and she said he "loves my look" and to "keep snapping pics of that Miss McAdams!" Pretty cool!!! Here's the post showing some of the selfie pics I took from that last shoot...

I might go for a run today. Carolyn actually told me to be sure to exercise and then did a little cough... Mmm Hmm... Meanie!!! When she switched bodies, she gained a little weight herself! Not that I'm complaining, she's still smoking hot! Her boobs look to be much bigger now and her ass, DAMN!!! So, I might run at some point today. Maybe... And, only if Tonya goes with me.

Gonna run to the grocery store. Fridge and cupboard are bare. I really don't want to put on make-up right now... Sunglasses and ponytail... maybe lipstick. Yeah! That's the ticket!

I think I'm gonna go just like this! I got no one to impress at the grocery store, right?

I Said I'd Post These and Here They are!

Haven't done this in a while and since other people are seeing me topless now with the modeling pics, here are some for you peeps that follow the blog here... All taken by yours truly! Do you guys like the new look. Hair curly and red lipstick with less eye make-up??? Let me know!!! Enjoy!!!

Freaking but Trying to Act Normal...

So yeah... It still hasn't come yet... Maybe it's just thrown off by all that's happening around here. I hope to god that's the case!

Went back into the office today. Tonya's doing much better and the girls are with her for the most part. I'm trying to work but I just keep thinking... What if??? I'm trying not to have a panic attack right now  but all this is really starting to weigh down on my a bunch... Been here a while, just trying to work and not think. Much harder to do now that I'm a girl... These hormones... So crazy!!!

I tried a different look today for my make-up. Just didn't feel like doing the same old things. Needed a change...

That's about all the smile I can manage for today... I actually took some selfies getting dressed because, hey, who knows how long my body will look like it does if I'm... I'm not saying it!!! Maybe I'll post them later...

Gotta get home soon and get the guitar back out and keep going over stuff... Studio time starts Monday! I'm just glad that nothing has gone wrong in the music part of my life... Seems like whatever is at work here is definitely winning though. I hate to say it, but I'm a little scared right now...

-B

...And check out this nasty bug bite!