MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Tonya's going out of town with her family to visit her grandma in Arizona so I'm just gonna maybe spend a few nights at the Old Folks Home.  Everyone will be there tomorrow!!! Gonna be a blast. Luke, Thomas and Jenny and me, all there like old times!!!

Gonna take some time off from blogging, nothing too long, maybe a 4 or 5 days and just relax and enjoy life for a short time before everything gets crazy again!

So, fair-well and Happy New Year if I'm not back on by then!!!

Oh yeah, and enjoy this!!!

Set up muh camera on muh  tripod and photoshopped pic just a wee bit! Hee hee!!! ENJOY!!!

I Said I'd Post These and Here They are!

Haven't done this in a while and since other people are seeing me topless now with the modeling pics, here are some for you peeps that follow the blog here... All taken by yours truly! Do you guys like the new look. Hair curly and red lipstick with less eye make-up??? Let me know!!! Enjoy!!!

Just had a little fun!

So, I got some groceries after I woke Olivia up. We made a little list and I headed out. I got everything and more and as I was putting everything in the hatch, this guy in a new white SS Camaro drove by slowly and just stared at me. I turned a looked and then turned back to the groceries. He looked like a creep! I wish I could only attract nice people. But then again, where's the fun in that?

He kept on driving and then stopped and said, "Hey there, cutie! Need a hand with those bags."

I didn't even turn around when he said that. "Nope. I got it. Thanks anyway... dude."

"Suit yourself sweetie!" He revved up his engine and drove off, squealing his tires a little. So uncool and juvenile! I saw him just drive around the parking lot over and over as I finished up and drove off. I pulled out onto the main road and I saw "Camaro boy" pull out behind me.

It was a two lane road and he pulled up next to me at the stop light and rolled his window down. OMG! Come on dude. He honked his horn. I think I may just oblige this dickhead. I rolled my window down and looked his way. "May I help you?"

"I was just wondering why you don't like hot guys in hot cars? I mean, come on babe! Let's go park somewhere and hang. You look like you got it going on! I'd like in on some of that!"

"Well, for the most part, I like hot girls in hotter cars."

"Damn! That's a shame..."

"Not really. So, what ya got there, 1SS, like around maybe 400 HP... maybe like 350 pounds of torque?"

"Damn girl! That's so hot hearing you say that. Hell if I know though. Just got this thing two days ago."

"Perfect! So, you have a stock SS Camaro that you really don't know yet?"

"Know?"

"Yes idiot. You obviously don't know your car yet if you've had it only two days. You're like a little baby learning to crawl. It's cute when it's an actual baby... kinda sad in your case. Trying to pick up girls in a car you just bought and know nothing about, really lame... Oh yeah, the light's about to change... Enjoy the back of my car! Zoom Zoom!"

"Bitch! You think you can beat me in that little piece..." 

Yeah! I did beat him. I have this thing at a little over 320 HP now. Maybe like 315 ft lb of torque. Last checked, 0-60 in like 5 seconds. So yeah, he put up a good fight but I still kicked his ass and put a little sand in his face! That was fun! Now had he known his car and it been maybe a 2SS, hmm... I might not have been victorious. But, my stage 2 mod is 95% complete. So, next, stage 3... if I can ever find the time!!!

Stopped by... "Burger King" and got a chicken sandwich meal. Ate most of my fries before got home. Came in and computer was gone and so was O. I decided to eat half of the sandwich and then go lay out! I really wanna get a good tan on this body! About 1/3 of the way there! 

My ass isn't featured enough on here!!! So, here it is!

That's a good looking ass... I think anyway!

Super sunny day! Should be great for tanning!

Bye!

Here's What Happened Last Night...

So... I just read that last post... wiki-wiki-wack!!! Wow! I guess we were really plastered. That post was super crazy. I think Olivia really did order a hamburger - and I think there were some kids either in the bar (weird) or on the steps outside of it... but then again, I could have been making all that stuff up!?!?!?

I still don't know where my car is... that really sucks. I need my baby here at home with my in it's little parking place...  I'm waiting for Olivia to wake up and then we're gonna go down to where I think it might be. It can't be too far from the restaurant where we ate. I don't remember going very far from it. Damn, I have a really bad headache... I gotta stop drinking... again!!! It's gonna kill me.

Olivia got some random guy to take a pic of me and her...

Here's what I ended up wearing last night...

Mmm Mmm! Yes! That's a nice ass if I do say so myself!!! Once again, being a little vain I know, but I can't help it. Being able to take a pic of me as a GIRL and one that looks that good, makes me so DAMN happy!!! 

Anyway, WHEN I do find my car, I plan on going to the gym today. Might run in the indoor track and shoot some basketball. I really need to exercise. I can tell a little bit of difference since I became the new me. Fat is creeping up in places that it likes to creep up in on girls. Belly rolls - Love Handles - Sadle Bags - Thunder Thighs... Gotta fight it off...

I hear O moaning and complaining in the bedroom. I better go check on her... I'm sure she feels like shit! Why do we do this to ourselves!?!?!?

Bye!!!

I Think I'll Take a Little Dip...

Got to my parent's house and no one was home. No prob, I still have a key! Stepped in the house and called Mom. She said that they had gone to the store for a bit and to make myself at home. Well, duh, that's what I plan to do. She said they'd be home in like 15 minutes so I headed up the stairs to my old room and sat down on the bed and just looked around. I really have no memory of this room. 

I know what kinda stuff went on in here when I was Brendan but not a single memory as Bree. This is so bizarre... I checked in some of the drawers and most of the stuff had been cleaned out. They are used as mainly storage now and this room is used as a guest room. I opened the huge closet and did see a few pairs of shoes in there. Mostly dressy shoes and a pair of black high heels... I was tempted. I'll have to admit, I've done a little cross dressing in the past, but not in high heels. This should be interesting... I slipped off my Cons and my socks and put them on my feet. They weren't too terribly high, maybe 2.5" and I stood up and braced myself against the wall, just in case. I took a step and then two.. three.. four.. then I was walking around the room, with no problem at all. Wow!!! Muscle memory or something had to have taken over. I did a little jog and did fine. Unbelievable!!! I ran back over to the closet and remembered something. As Brendan, I had stashed something in here. I hit the closet light and crawled to the back corner and the carpet was still loose. I pulled it up and saw the the floorboards were still movable and pulled the two short boards up. There it was - my lockbox. I had a few things in there that I wanted to keep hidden... like some dirty magazines and stuff... I remembered the code 3*48*7. I flipped the top open and there they were. My 4 favorite playboys ever from when I was like in Jr. High... WOW!!! I grabbed all four of them and as soon as I got them out of the box, they transformed into what looked like a girls diary... I dropped it immediately - I was totally freaked out. There was a little lock on it and I didn't see the key. Bummer. Right about then, I heard mom opening the door and yell, "Bree, where are ya?" It startled me a little and I threw the diary back in the box and it turned back into the playboys right before my eyes... What tha!!! I placed the boards back down and pulled the carpet back and got up and went back to the room as Mom was coming in.

"Hey," I said. "I'm loooking for a swimsuit. I was thinking about going to the beach for a bit. You haven't seen one of mine around here anywhere ha ya?"
"No. The last time Jenny was here she left a black one. It's here somewhere. Want me to find it?"
"Sure. That'd be great. Hey, I was wondering, is all my stuff still in the pool house?"
"Yeah, your dad and Luke were just talking about loading it up and getting it to you soon."
"Cool! I really need some of that stuff right about now."

She came over and gave me a hug.

"All my babies have grown up. You're a very beautiful woman now. I just want you to know that I'm proud of you!"
"Thanks, Mom," I said trying not to tear up. "I have a question for you... What's your best memory of me?"
"Well, that'd have to be when you got that job of yours. You were the youngest person to get hired on. It's really the memory of how excited you were. They had given you this huge project. You totally blew everyones mind with your design. They gave you the job very soon after that, like first semester in your senior year. I can tell you my worst memory..."
"Please do tell..."
"When you came home with that first tattoo!"
"Sorry... You should have just said I could get one... Then I probably wouldn't have... not right then anyway..." 

(Wow... I wonder which one it was. As Brendan, the first one I got was on the back of my right arm. I don't have one there now.) We laughed and hugged again.

"I see you found a pair of your old heels?'
"Yep, forgot about these (literally, sorta). I'm gonna take them with me..."
"And you should... Ok, I'm gonna go try to find the swimsuit... Be right back!"

I headed down the stairs, heels still on!?!?!? Wow forgot I was wearing them. Freaky!!! Headed back upstairs and threw them in my old room. Mom found the  the swim suit and suggested that I just stay here and go lay out by the pool. Well, I agreed. I could swim if I wanted here too and it was an awesome pool! She said that she knows how I like to "tan" and that dad wouldn't be home for maybe an hour.

I gave her a puzzled look and she said, "Umm... topless..."
"Oh, yeah. Ha. Of course..." 

I went out to the pool house with the swimsuit and saw all of my old stuff piled a mile high in boxes. There'll be time for that later, I wanna get in that pool I thought to myself... I went into the poolhouse bathroom and took off my clothes... There I was in the poolhouse, naked and a girl. I looked at myself in the mirror for a few minutes, just in awe of my new self, mt new "shell." I started to cry right there.I needed a good cry. So much going on right now. I sat on the closed toilet and ctied for maybe 10 minutes strait, just thinking about everything. Sometimes the crying was out of joy, sometimes out of fear or scared of the unknown. For whatever the reasons, it felt good to do it - just letting all my bottled up emotions from my recent girl past and my distant guy past go freely. I'm sure i was a mess and looked in the mirror and my make-up was everywhere. I washed my face with some hand soap and slipped on the swimsuit. It felt like bar and panties but as slicker and cooler on my skin. I posed a little bit and rubbed/ran my hands over my body. I grabbed some lotion out of the closet and did another take of my body oin the mirror - sexy, I though as I made my way to the pool. I knew the water might be a little chilly but I dove in anyway. Nipples were at full attention when I surfaced! I went under again and played with them for as long as I could hold my breath... a few times. So fun!!!

I swam for a little while then pulled out a chair and sat down to work on my tan for a bit. I got the suntan lotion and rubbed it on my body. I removed my top, hey, it's what mom said I did and it's just her here, and put some on my front side. That felt good too! I laid down on my belly and gave myself a wedge, put some lotion down there too, and got settled in just to remember something. I got my phone and set it for 30 minutes and took this pic. Thirty minutes is how long Jenny used to stay out here and our coloring is about the same... hopefully I won't get toasted.

Wow! Dat ass!!! I'm quite lucky!

30 minutes on the back and thirty on the front. I will admit though, I did put my top back on for the front. Not ready to do that just yet. Dad could be home at any moment... Timer went off as I had just fallen asleep... I got up and jumped back in the pool to cool off! I thought it would be a good idea to get out of the sun. I used 50 sunblock, but this Miami sun can scorch you in a hurry!!! 

I went to the pool house and got my clothes and a towel and dried off and wrapped the towel around my waist and headed back in the house. Dad was home and he and mom were eating a sandwich and watching TV. She asked if I wanted one and I said I did and went back upstairs to change back into my clothes. I came back down and mom had made me a turkey sandwich, come chips and a glass of tea. What an awesome mom! I ate and then chatted for a while. Dad asked about my week and although it's been crazy, I told him it had been pretty good. We all hugged, said goodbyes then I left. I so wanted to take that journal home but was freaked out by the magic still at work there. Maybe I'd come back again tomorrow after work and go through some of my old stuff and then take it home with some other stuff I find. If that metal box had limited the magical powers, I wondered if my safe at home had done the same... one reason to get on home. 

I got home and just chilled out. Watched some tv and snacked a bit. I guess I should start being careful about what I eat, really... Has my belly gotten bigger in a week? lol! Maybe one more post to come tonight. 

About to go crack the safe!

                                                       

Internet Down or Loving Me Some Weekends!

(sorry... internet down most of the day...)

Oh Yeah. This is the life. Guess what??? Woke up with a hot girl in my bed this morning... she was ME!!! lol!

Still sort of a shock waking up to so many new tactile sensations flooding my brain. This body is so much more sensitive than my old guy one. And, I love that about it. It was nice this morning to have some time to just wake up and take some time to just really get to know this body. My legs are so amazing. So soft and smooth, especially after I shaved them last night. I took a long, hot bath right before bed... I just get under the covers and roll around and kick and flip around feeling them rubbing against the sheets! It is just absolutely amazing. My butt is super nice as well! God I love turning around and looking back at it. Or turning around and looking at my backside in my full length mirror. It's just perfect. The perfect upside-down heart shape that I've always loved! It's so soft and squeezable! I love just rubbing it and kneading my fingers into it. Oh oh... getting a bit turned on... I also love the little dimples in the small of my back, right above my butt when I turn a certain way.! So sexy!!! Enough of this... dang! Here's a pic! Enjoy!!!

God, look at my butt. I love my ass!!!

After I finally dragged my "amazing" butt out of the bed, I decided to try my hand at some make-up and hair doing and get out of the house for a little while today. I didn't go to the youtube videos this time either. Just need to do this myself. Figuring things out myself in the past have always helped me learn faster so why would this be any different? So... after a few tries and many make-up remover wipes in the trash, I got the minimal/clean look down. I did use a little more eyeliner and mascara than the video suggested but I really like how my eyes look when they are really defined. I think I did a pretty good job anyway... Curley hair looks pretty good again as well. You be the judge. Let me know!

Anyway, I made a PB&J with milk, threw on a shirt and jeans and then headed out to a new thrift store that I saw opened up down the road. It seemed like it would be cool. Kinda graffiti lettering on the logo with cool, old-school designs on the building. It consisted of about 4 portable buildings all combined together into one store... It sure looked interesting to say the least. I went in and right there when you walk in, on a manakin, was this amazing dress... OMG! I had to try it on... It was from a very popular TV show back in the 60s. Just take a look! I think it is really vintage!

Pretty sweet, huh? Oh, and by the way, I take my little camera with me everywhere now!

Also got a little, cute hair thingy clip thing. Might look good with a swim-suit when/if I ever get to the beach this year...

I bought one more dress but I'm gonna save those pics. It is absolutely gorgeous and damn sexy. I mean super, big time, damn sexy. I think it was from the same person as the Batman one. Vintage again I think! And, I definitely paid for them. $225 for the Batman one and $175 for the other one. But, hey, I can splurge for the new me, right? I'm telling you, the other one made me look unbelievable!!! I can't wait to wear it out sometime. Maybe me and Tiffany can go out one night, with some work people or something. I really want her to see me in it real bad!!!

Anyway, the rest of the day, I just shopped. Went to the mall and mainly browsed. I kept the hairbow in. I really like it! I had heads turning almost all day. Guys and girls. What an amazing feeling. I wore my skinny jeans today - my dark blue ones. They make my butt look amazing. When I saw someone looking, I put an extra little sway in my walk. lol! So fun to do. Teasing the boys with something they'll never get. There were a couple girls that I checked me out that I would love to have them put their hands on my ass as I wiggle it around. But, again, not to good at telling if the girls were checking me out because of how I look sexually or how I look and judging me. It just felt good to get out and around society again. I felt like me and it was great. I talked to people, random people. Like in line at the food court. I would have never done that before. It was nice... I'm think I'm tearing up a bit...

However this happened, thank you, magical force. 

I'm so happy now. 

When you wish upon a star, your dreams come true - finally!!!

Well, big day tomorrow. Band practice was moved from friday to tomorrow at 7 and before that, I'm going over to my parents house for lunch and dinner. First time rehearsing and I haven't seen my parents since the change either, or the band guys. Should be interesting, especially with what my mom told me today on the phone... Get this. This is what my dad said to me on the phone when he answered!  

"Bree!!! Hey! How's my baby-girl doing?" i was so happy!!! i'm his baby girl now!!!

My dad is really cool. We used to always do stuff together - baseball games, football games, camping, went to concerts! I hope he still thinks that even now that I'm a girl, I still like those things... Not that anything has changed according to him... Gender wise that is... 

My mom said that David, a guy that lived down the street from us asked her about me a few days ago. I was like, "Umm, David, he's like 24 and... oh my." She said he wanted to hang out and stuff... She told him that she thinks I'm gonna come over there for a little while on Sunday. He's gonna come over at some point she said. Wonder what he wants to do? I hope he doesn't start hitting on me. I mean, he's a super nice guy, but... ya know - I swing the other way. I don't want to have to shoot him down. We used to hang out and throw football or play basketball some when I still lived there. He was 5 or 6 years younger than me then I think... Now I guess we are about the same age. I don't even know if I can still throw a football... Oh GOD, what if I throw like a "girl"???? EEKKK!!! Well, sitting here in the chair, my motion still feels pretty good. Boobs kinda make it feel different. Sitting here topless with only panties and socks on, pretending to throw a football!!! Boobs going everywhere - sure do wiggle and move when was pretending to throw... What a great feeling!!!  I bet I'm a sight! Should be able to throw though, I guess... I hope!

Well, This went on for a long time... Sorry, kinda. This blog is just as much for me as it is for the people who are hopefully reading it. Writing this is a pleasure! Tearing up again! Damn/wonderful hormones!!! Well, I'm sure I forgot something but, I'll catch it up tomorrow if I remember anything! Off to bed I go. Might just sleep in the buff tonight!!! Oh man... Tiffany. Her face just popped into my mind. Hope I get to sleep soon...

                                                                                 

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