Bummer of a Show...

Well, the show Tuesday night was kind of a bust. There was a terrible storm and power was knocked out during our sound check and didn't come back on for like 2 1/2 hours. The show got pushed back for 3 hours and the people that actually came out and braved the storm left because they thought the power wasn't coming back on and that the show would be cancelled. They were about to cancel it just when the power flickered back on. So, needless to say, there weren't many people in the crowd. The only upside to it being like this was that it was more intimate of a performance and we really got to hang out with almost everyone there. That was kinda cool.

Pic

I saw a guy taking some pics and after the show, Russel, he was easy to find, and I asked him to send some pics.
He sent one... this one and that was all. Funny. Other people took some and I hopefully will get them and put them up.

Yesterday I went in to the office and worked because I'm getting really behind and I'm having to push certain people's stuff back that I know well so I can do projects for newer clients. That's not a good way to do business and I'm really trying to get caught up. It's a challenge fo shizzle.

After work, I went to the beach and walked around in the sand then went up to the pier and listened to the band play. They were pretty good.

Well, we've gotta show Saturday and I'm pumped. It's in Atlanta, GA and we're staying the night and taking in some of the sights on Sunday, like the Georgia Aquarium. Gonna be cool!

About to get some lunch with Tonya, somewhere... Laters!

Show Today at the Culture Room in Ft. Lauderdale

I'm about to leave the office today and head over to Josh's and get all packed up for the show tonight. We have about a 45 minute drive from his house to the venue and we have sound check around 4:30 or so with the show starting around 6:30pm with us going on around 9pm. Two other bands are playing, I think Last Fight for Carla, who we played with last show, and one other one... can't remember.

WE have a pretty good following in FT Lauderdale with lots of people from here probably making the drive there. CDs should be here in a few weeks and that'll be good to have at shows to sell along with our other stuff.

So, about to wrap up a project and send it off and then head outta here.

Laters!

Busy, Busy, Busy

SO like mostly for my birthday, I got like gift cards and money. I got a few Star Wars things and a few cool Star Wars tees. I mean, I remember as Brendan, turning 25. It seemed like such a big deal. I was kinda bummed. I mean, I was a mid-twenty year old. Now though, the second time around, I guess I'm happy to be this young again, even though I'm a girl now, which I do love, but it's different, a little. Heather and Jess had bought me more stuff at Disney and kept it from me and then just gave it to me on my b-day. Really cool stuff.

Anyway, the other drummer on Saturday, yeah, he sucked big-time! Total waste of time. As soon as he started playing, we were all looking at each other and rolling our eyes. We've gotta find someone, and fast. I think we have a show in like a week and then they really start rolling in, like every 3 or 4 days right up until Christmas. I actually think that the show is on halloween.

Speaking of Halloween, I'm working on a super-sweet costume! I hope I can get it made. Actually, my mom and Luke are helping me make it. It's gonna rock! It's gonna be amazing! I so can't wait to get it finished and wear it out to the show. I might even play live in it, as long as it's not to restricting of my movements!

Anywhoo, about to head to the office and see what they have for me to make and design. Fun times, I'm sure.

Bye!

Just did the basics... Lipstick, mascara and air dried hair for work today!

Show-Time! in a Few Days.

We have a show lined up for Thursday night at a club downtown. Josh called me just a little while ago and told me but I forgot the name of the place. He woke me up, so... He was on his lunch break and I was still asleep! Lol! He has a real job! Ha! NOT ME!!! Although... I can imagine I have quite a lot of stuff to do in the office today... If I go in. But, it's fun designing stuff, most of the time.

I have an unmastered copy of the cd right now and I'm just going to play along with it and get all the songs and parts in my head cause we have a super long practice scheduled for Wednesday night at Josh's place. I can't wait to play this stuff live. We're not playing all of the new songs, like maybe 3 or 4, but it will be fun. Playing live is so much fun. I love it!

Well, I've got a few things to finish up here... Laters!

Just did my make-up and decided to do a 50s Pin-Up look! How do you peeps like it? I think it looks pretty good!

Bye!

Clothing Company Model

If it's cool with Skyline, I'll be heading across the pond possibly next weekend to Essex, England for an interview and pre-shoot with a clothing company. I can't say the name of just yet but this is huge! An awesome jump in my modeling career. I can't wait. This company looks really cool and perfect for me!

Time for a crazy/happy face!

One more song to sing on tomorrow then a listening party and then the refinements will be made by the production crew, me included. Record is sounding so good! I can't wait to get it out there for the fans and listeners!

Worked today at the office and mostly just ran around like a crazy person because two of the printers that I print a lot of my finished work to were not working. I spent a lot of time with the IT guy who I believe has had a crush on me for at least as long as I've been Bree so probably the whole time he's worked here in this timeline. He's nice and all but... Just not into him and his gender. lol!

At home chillin' now and about to watch Empire Strikes Back. (Really hoping Tonya calls to hang out...)

PEACE!

Not Feeling so Good This Morning.

Was at the studio finishing up the last few lead tracks and left there around 9:40pm and headed for Tonya's place. I went on in and no one was there so I called and she said that she was in the hot-tub with Heather and Jess. She sounded a little weird or something... So... I went and got on one of my bikinis from my room there and headed down there. They were drunk. Really drunk. Especially Heather and Jess... But Tonya was too. I slipped off my long t-shirt and got in and grabbed a drink. I was hoping this was a good idea because of my current condition and nothing happened... Tonya is so hot. I just sometimes can't get over it... I'm pretty sure me and Tonya made out like the whole time as well as did Heather and Jess. Hell, we may have all had one big orgy, I don't really remember... I just know that I just woke up just a little bit ago and have a killer headache, I feel really bloated and don't want to go into the office today even though I think I have a ton of stuff to do... I'm going back to bed. No one else is up. Screw work today...

Back to sleep for Breely!

bye.

Two full days of stuff going on!!!

I'm exhausted... From yesterday and today, I need a break, a vacation... something! Alcohol!!! More alcohol!!!

I just got in from recording and I'll try to recap...

The rest of Monday...
I went over to Tonya's and we ran a little (and walked a lot!). She ran as much as she could and then we would walk! And thank god for that, it's not like I'm in the greatest shape either. I was huffing and puffing enough to blow down a little pig's house myself!!! I got her to take a few shots of me running so I could post them on here so Carolyn could see them and see me exercising... We ran at a park near Tonya's condo complex... A lot of people run there...

I thought this girl was stalking me. She was running really close to me the whole time. Actually freaked Tonya out too!
Turns out she recognized me and wanted to meet me. Her name is Janice and she just started playing guitar and had seen one of my bands shows. She was pretty soon but a little creepy at first.

As much as I hate running, I had a pretty good time  running with Tonya. It's always better running with someone else.

After that, Tonya was really too tired to go over  to Mom and Dad's. She just wanted  to rest so I promised her I'd bring her some casserole back with me. I headed over to my parents house and jumped in the pool first thing before I even said hey to them. I really love swimming. Being alone in the pool around evening time is so relaxing. Luke got there for dinner and we ate and then watched some TV and then I headed back to Tonya's... And we had some fun!!! Long awaited fun!!! I guess she got rested up enough while I was gone! We had the place all to ourselves and we, well, tried out every room!!! Hee hee!

Nice coming home to this!
Snapped this pic in the living room as she was pulling the curtains shut!!! Hot Mama!!!

So today, I got up, uuuggggg, and went to work. I worked straight until 3pm-ish and then had to be at the studio for tracking and "vocals" around 3:30. Hit Mcdonald's drive-thru and got a mean and ate in the car on the way to the studio. John finally had the drums down for the first three somgs and was tracking the 4th one and was actually doing quite better when I got there. Having to stay on beat was keeping him more in the pocket, which is a good thing for him! I played on three more songs and then went into the vocal booth to track my first ever vocals with the band on a recording! Exciting! Never got to do this when I was Brendan, but, we had just really started out when we put that EP out so...

Had a little meeting with Josh about how we thought things were going and then headed back to Tonya's place. Super long day. Gonna watch some ESPN U and see what, if anything, they're saying about the 'Canes. Could be another long year... We have Florida in week 2. The 'big, bad SEC..."

Well, about to hit the shower and then try to convince Tonya to switch channels from the History channel to ESPN.

Laters!!!

Freaking but Trying to Act Normal...

So yeah... It still hasn't come yet... Maybe it's just thrown off by all that's happening around here. I hope to god that's the case!

Went back into the office today. Tonya's doing much better and the girls are with her for the most part. I'm trying to work but I just keep thinking... What if??? I'm trying not to have a panic attack right now  but all this is really starting to weigh down on my a bunch... Been here a while, just trying to work and not think. Much harder to do now that I'm a girl... These hormones... So crazy!!!

I tried a different look today for my make-up. Just didn't feel like doing the same old things. Needed a change...

That's about all the smile I can manage for today... I actually took some selfies getting dressed because, hey, who knows how long my body will look like it does if I'm... I'm not saying it!!! Maybe I'll post them later...

Gotta get home soon and get the guitar back out and keep going over stuff... Studio time starts Monday! I'm just glad that nothing has gone wrong in the music part of my life... Seems like whatever is at work here is definitely winning though. I hate to say it, but I'm a little scared right now...

-B

...And check out this nasty bug bite!

Fully Clothed and Watching Letterman by Myself

This sucks. I miss Olivia real bad. Watching Letterman just isn't the same without our naked bodies together here on the couch.

Had a good day for the most part though. Did some work at work and then came back here and played some guitar and mostly just chilled.

After this, I'm off to bed on the floor in the kitchen on the air mattress... I'll talk more about that later.

Adois!!!

A Good Ole Lackluster Tuesday...

Tuesday was just what I needed. Nothing unusual. Just a good, normal day.

Yesterday was ok after I got home from work. Work was boring and I just couldn't get going. Kinda sore from yesterday too! Getting home and being with O makes everything better. She did seem in a bit of a bad mood though, which was kinda weird. She occupied herself mostly with doing something on her computer and phone. We watched some TV then she wanted to just go to bed early. Weird again. I just stayed up and watch Nat Geo Wild until like 2 in the morning then I went to bed.

Today was different! Work went well. I had some new work to start and also this one big project to finish before I go part time. Actually, I guess I can finish after that because I really didn't quit. Anyway, I'm gonna try to finish it soon. It's a whole welcome center design for a company. Posters, info packets, pamphlets, brochures... the works! Also I'm designing their "brand" for them and new logo, which really is the brand. It's cool! I love doing this kinda work.

After work, more normality. O was in a better mood! We did out normal stuff, including a jog and we washed our cars. Other than that, just the normal routine - dinner, TV, then 'Letterman.'

Here's a crazy pic! I'm just in a really good mood right now! I feel so freaking happy!!! I don't know why! Before I started this I did just stare at myself in bathroom mirror for like 15 minutes. I went in there to pee and really also thought about that as well. Sitting down to pee. So girly. I'm a girl now!!! Sometimes it still hits me and I get so excited. That must explain my happiness right now!!! Woo Hoo!!!

Gonna go wash my face and hop in to bed and see where that leads! Nighty night!!!

p.s. - I'm going to the beach tomorrow!!!

I Hope He Had His Seatbelt On & Hey Michael!

O just called me and told me that some idiot just wrapped his car around a telephone pole near the house and snapped it and caused a few more to fall as well. So, the net is down at home for who knows how long and I'm about to be off so this might be it for today... Boo!

Went to get a drink for lunch today and Tiffany was in the break room eating and listening to some music on her earphones. She took them out and she said that her brother was a big fan of my band (Especially me! He thinks I'm really hot!) and he didn't believe that she worked with me. She wanted to take a pic of me and send it to him. I told her that she could as long as I got to take one of her!!! I got a napkin and a pen and wrote on the napkin --

Michael! Hey there! Hope to see ya at the next show! Love Bree!!! 

She took the pic and said he would be totally shocked and would absolutely love it! I told her to put the earphones back in and look really nonchalant and chill. She did just that and more! This pic is damn sexy!!! Check it!!!

Now, right there is hot red head!!!

So! I guess this is it until they get the net fixed at the house. Tomorrow will bring a new chapter as I might tell Luke about the change and show him how the diary can change in the metal box. I still don't know though. Kinda really scared to do that!!! My heart is pounding just thinking about it.......

More from Wednesday.

I debated so badly going down and talking to Tiffany today at work. Such a boring day. It dragged on and on... My mind raced almost the whole day. My PB&J sandwich got smashed under a few books... It was a horrible day. I just pretty much stayed in my office the whole time. Only left one time to use the bathroom.

I got home and is it me or has a cleaning fairy been coming around here lately. Damn! The food I had last night is gone from the coffee table and the dishes are already loaded. Wow! Has Olivia hired someone or been doing this herself? She's out back tanning. Damn she's hot! I might join her for a bit!!!

Sorry this is so short! Opportunity knocks though!

Laters!

A Surprise Visit from a Friend and the Possible Ensuing Aftermath!

I was just thinking about what I was gonna do for lunch, actually thought about calling Olivia and taking her up on an offer she made to eat some of her home cooking during lunch, when guess who came up the stairs to my office... Tonya! 

She had brought me lunch! She brought me a homemade roast beef sandwich with pickles, lettuce, and provolone cheese. She also brought me a can of Dr. Pepper 10. 

"I have been drinking it lately and can barley taste the difference and I know you have been wanting to eat a little healthier." She handed me the food. "Your outfit is nice today."


"Wow! You are too sweet! Looks so tasty! Thanks! And, I knew it. You think I'm getting fat!!!"
Also,  thanks about the outfit. I kinda went out and did something different than jeans and t-shirt today!"

She said that I'm "sexy" and that she was gonna be in the neighborhood so she made me some food and that she'd never been to my office before. My office was a mess. It always gets like this after a big deadline. She said she liked it and that it was quaint! 

She brought up the modeling contract that Carolyn gave her to give me and then she said she made double chocolate cake and I completely forgot about the contract.


"Ha!!! Now you're really trying to make me fat!!! DP 10 then chocolate cake!!! Looks good though! I might eat all of it myself!!!"

"Dani will be happy to here that and I like that you have a little bit of curves... I'm all stick and bones."


"These curves are getting out of control... Barely got these pants buttoned this morning... Granted, I haven't worn them since I became Bree...  So, they actually have stretched out a little now..." I guessed they could have already been too small.

"You are my sexy rock star and don't think any differently." She gave me a seductive smile... "I need to keep my mind in check. I don't want to do something to get you fired or get you in trouble. Also, and kinda random, I also would like you to give me guitar lessons. I have been looking for a new hobby."

"Me, in trouble?"


"If I started to have some fun with you in the office. If you get what I mean." She winked at me! Oh dear!?!?!? "At the same time that lipstick you are wearing are just calling my name. Maybe just one kiss." She came over to me and starts to kiss me.


We were standing in the middle of my office with the door still open. In one hand i was holding my lunch while my other hand found Tonya's butt cheek and started to feel around back there... I knew this is crazy and a bit dangerous, but, hey no one ever comes up here... And the kiss was amazing!

Tonya started really making out and started rubbing my neck just like I like it. Someone rounded the corner at the bottom of the stairs but we didn't hear them... My hand moved from her butt around to her hip on it's way to her "private parts. "This is so nice, but it may be getting out of hand... a little, Tonya..."

"You have not told me stop yet." She kept going.

I then heard a stair squeek... I knew that stair... It's half the way up the stairs. Some one was watching... I looked... It was Steve... I dropped the lunch on the floor and my heart dropped  to the floor with it "Umm... Steve... Hey.. Hi Steve... Umm... This is Tonya.. She was... Is bringing me lunch... Umm... Brought me lunch... She... Umm... Is a friend of mine... And, I was telling her..."

Tonya's face turned red and she gives me a look of panic as she whispers to me. "Damn I knew if I did something like this you were going to get in trouble."

BTW, Steve is the guy that Carolyn told me that I had a somewhat drunken make-out session with a while back in the different Bree timeline... 

"Steve, how long have you been watching us?" 

"Long enough to get really turned on by that sexy, stuff you two were doing... damn girls, video that next time and i'll buy it!" 

"Well, what do you need?" 

"I totally don't remember now... That was so hot, Bree. Kinda like the time me and you got wasted and...." 

"That's enough. goodbye." 

"Oh now, now. One more kissy kissy and then I'll go." I went over and slammed the door in his face and looked at Tonya looking at me...

"I'm sorry Bree I should not have tempted you."

"It's.. it's ok... I mean, what can we do now? I'm sure he'll run his mouth to all the guys... Damn! Well, I guess the secrets out of the bag, if the 'secret' is even a secret at all. He's such a damn bastard too! I pretty much hate that guy... Why couldn't that have been tiffany that came up here?"

"Let him tell. It might keep the guys off you and I will make sure Carolyn digs up any dirt on this guy."

"He's really not worth the bother. I guess it would have come out that I'm a lesbian sooner or later... People here should be cool with it. And, I got seen making out with you!  I'll walk you out! Let's just seem like nothing out of the ordinary happened!" 

"OK. I will call you later."

"Ok! Cool! You ready? Let me get my lunch off the floor and put it on my desk and then we can go."

"Ok."


We walked back through the office and I noticed a lot of male eyes looked our way. And a lot of girls did too! They were checking you out and judging you and getting quite jealous of your looks. And guys soon to be jealous after steve probably tells them what happened.

Tonya whisped to me and said, "I just want flash them my boobs and watch the all squirm but I don't want to cause you more problems."

"Yeah, keep your shirt on... Don our janitor is watching. It might kill him. He's really old!"

"I could just give you a kiss goodbye right here and Steve will lose what little power he has."

"A little hug then a little kiss then it's out the door for you missy!!!"

"Yes mam."

We did a little hug and kiss then I walked back in and looked back at her as the double doors closed and she walked off! She is so hot! 




YEP!!! That just happened...

It was interesting walking back to my office. People tried not to stare but I could tell they were. Oh well... The deed is done. NOt only did I just kiss a girl at the front door of the office, but Steve will probably blabber it to everyone and tomorrow will be interesting. I can't wait...

So yeah! Here's a pic from my computer of how I feel right now. Olivia, while I did my make-up, braided my hair but I just shook my head so "violently" that the braid had to mostly let go. I also just gave myself a headache. 

See! Not wearing a t-shirt! Told ya! A heather-plum top and grey shorts that go down to about my knee and some black toms. Yes, I have some toms!!! 

Anyway, gonna go eat my lunch! What a day this has already been. That Tonya! What a power she has over me!!!

Another Day Working fo da Man...

Feeling a little better today... Flow is tapered off a little. I was really going through some tampons there for a while. My mom called me this morning. Asked if I was ok... I was like, "Yeah... I'm fine... for the most part." She told me that she keeps track of my "cycle" because some months it's really bad for me. "Wow," was all I could say. Pretty sweet and caring that she does that, but WOW! I told her it was pretty bad at first but now it's getting better. She said that's good and wanted to know if I wanted to come over for dinner on Wednesday. She's making some kind of chicken meal or something. I know what it is and it's so good!!! I said that sounded good and we chatted a bit more and then hung up. I'm sure O will wanna come, right Olivia? I'm sure she's just sitting at the house right now programming something or watching some chick flick!!!

Had McDonald's for lunch. Best fries I've had in a while. By the time I got to my burger though, my appetite was gone. This "." is really doing a # on me. Well, I guess it can't hurt to lose a few pounds. I really need to exercise as well... I might hit the gym toward the end of the week. I know I need to!!!

Roar!!! Don't I look threatening!!!

One funny thing did happen about an hour ago. Somebody found this dinosaur head we used for some ad or promotion or something and we all took turns wearing it and walking around trying not to fall over. It was fun. But, it was the first time I'd run into Steve, literally and figuratively, since Carolyn told me about out little session at the office party. Awkward moment that was... He was trying to be all suave and stuff and I was like, nope, not having any of this. I mean, I was as nice as I could be while not liking him and bleeding out of my girl-parts... Finally, I told him I had to get back to my office and left. He was like, "Ok, Bree. Talk to you later." He said it kinda loud so people could hear him, I'm sure. Dickhead!!! I was like, "Sure Steve! Sure we will!," and flicked a bird real fast so people could see that! I did kinda attack Tiffany on purpose. I could tell she liked that... Funtimes!!!

Anyway, I gotta huge deadline by lunch Thursday so I better get back to work!

Feeling pretty good right now... Wow! Although, I'm kinda hungry but I really don't want anything to eat. So messed up!

Off Work Early!!!

Woo Hoo! Off work early. Someone ran into a power line outside the building and all the power is out for like they said 3 hours... So happy!!! Crazy face!

Heading to the fam's house to see if I have a bathing suit still there somewhere. It's weird. This whole new magical identity. It seems so screwed up. It seems like everything at my parents house that was mine when I lived there and everything involving me changed over - while at my house, some/lots of stuff didn't - just mainly wish specific stuff. I'm just waiting to walk up into something and not be prepared for it. My girl backstory can't match up exactly to my guy one. Plus, I'm like 8 years younger now than I was as Brendan. I really need to check this stuff out more. Weekend homework I guess!!!
Also, emailed Olivia. Meeting tomorrow. Can't wait!!!

Byes!

                                                                            

Morning, Work, McDonald's and Met First Fan As the New Me and then Work Again...

Woke up this morning all perky and ready to go! Thought about just going like last week, but decided to go on ahead and do some make-up and hair. I set my alarm 30 minute earlier in case I made myself get up and do this. So, here are the results... 

Before (duh!)

After (really Bree, are you serious? that's after the makeup? I had no idea... lol!)

On to work...

Got two deadlines this week and my boss just came to check on progress. He's a good friend of mine. We used to hang out a lot. And, now that I'm a girl, I hope it won't get all weird. This conversation was  somewhat normal. That's a good sign! One of the jobs was designing a CD jacket and disc cover for a band. I got that mostly finished before lunch and decided to go out and grab some food. Something cheap today and the closest, cheap place was McDonalds. 

I was about to go through the Drive-Thru but decided to go in for some reason. Better chance of geting my order right if I go in! I ordered my usual, Double Cheeseburger Meal, no onions and extra pickles. Dr. Pepper with no ice!!! I got my food and sat down and it was the best meal I'd ever had. These new taste buds really set stuf off! I was finishing up and I heard someone say hello... It was a very attractive girl, actually really hot!!! She looked familiar but I couldn't tell where I'd seen her before. She said her name was umm... Olive or Olivia.. Yeah, Olivia... I think... I have a terrible memory when it comes to names. Anywhoo, she said she's been to a show or two and saw my band play and she really liked our sound. She said it was awesome how good I could play and that it was unusual to see a girl in a band, and as lead guitarist at that. We chatted a bit more and then she said goodbye and that hopefully she'd see me around sometime at a show. I told her that I thought our next show was at Stokies on the 31st, but I could be wrong. She said she'd check out the Stokies website! Wow! My first fan as Bree. And a really good looking one at that! Back at work. Better stop blogging for now. Workday almost over. I'm so ready to get home and relax. Gonna play some guitar. Got a riff in my head. Just recorded it into my phone, humming it with my mouth. 

I also used to go to the gym and work out sometimes or swim in the pool there or play a pick-up game of basketball.  I guess I can still do that stuff, too. I might try it tonight, at least go to the gym, maybe. Too many cheeseburgers in the last two days. If I keep this up, I'm gonna get super fat!!! Laters!

                                                                                                  

F'n Overslept... Big Time!

The title says it all... NO time for cute little write up or sleepy pic this morning. Supposed to be at work at 8:15, didn't wake up until 8:38. Had to get ready and a 15 or so minute drive (with no traffic) so got there around 9:27-ish.

Felt like the walk of shame making my way through the building... Just wanted to get up to my office and sit down. Had a few things to get finished today, so I got right to work. Client A needed some business cards for their business, kinda grundge/cool looking,  and Client B needed photos edited for posters to hang up in their "hipster" coffee bar. They also wanted us/me to print them, 24x36.

Right before lunch, Tiffany came up to my office and asked if I wanted to go to lunch with her and Stephanie. They both work down in copy/editing. I said sure, kinda nonchalantly but on the inside was screaming, "Hell Yes!!!" I was so happy! It was around 11:15 and I had just gotten the cards finished and then went down to the copy room to see if she was ready. She was just proofing the final pages of a workbook of some kind and said she was ready to go and that Steph had to go get her kid from school because he was sick. So... looks like just me and Tiffany going to eat! Totally cool with me!

We went to a little cafe called Cafe Bastille. We ate on the patio and just "girl talked" a bit. I got the Smoked Salmon Benedict on a croissant and then got the Mini Chocolate Souffle for desert. It was so good... I'm gonna get so fat! Too bad we didn't have more time to hang out. I had a really great time. She asked me if I was ok... kinda caught me off guard. She said that I seemed to be off the last two days, like I wasn't myself or something... Boy, she didn't know how right she was. I just told her I was going through something right now and that things were getting better. I had been fidgeting with my hair a bit and some had started falling out of my pony tail. She asked me if I wanted her to fix it, that she loves to do hair. I said yes and it was heavenly having her play with my hair. Quite sensual actually! She was the first person to touch me since the change... I was putty in her hands, and she was only touching my hair and head. She put it into an up-do/bun/ponytail thing. It looked cute!!! We headed back to work and said our goodbyes at my stairs and agreed to do it again, soon! She also said if I ever needed anything to just let her know.

So... I just went down to the stock/store room and took a little pic of myself... Yep, minimal make-up and black shirt again... Kinda becoming my new normal. Gotta go shopping today... Hopefully after work, I can find some time...

Looks cute, doesn't it... Well, i better get back to work... More to come hopefully tonight!

                                                                      

Work, Work, Work!

Work, work, work... Well, my first day at work, as Bree, was truly something. It wore me out, fo rizzle.

I was so glad to get home and just literally let my hair down! That ponytail gave me a mild headache all day. Work today was nothing really out of the ordinary per se, but just a little harder "keeping up with appearances" I guess. Just stares and such from both guys and girls... I'm not used to that yet. One good thing about work is where my office is. It's around a corner and up two flights of stairs. I'm the only person upstairs for most of the day. So... I have time to do, really, for the most part, what I want to without being seen - if you catch my drift. There were parts of the day when I just couldn't keep my hands off myself. I'll have to remember to bring extra panties with me on a daily basis, at least for the near future. During lunch, I went to a drugstore and bought some make-up essentials - lipstick, eyeliner, mascara and powder. I bought some different eye make-up as well, but didn't apply any yet. I have some of the new make-up on in the above pic. Not much, because I didn't want to overdo it cause I don't really know what I'm doing in that area of womanhood as of yet. Lipstick in the pic seems to be all but gone now that I'm home... I guess i need to buy some that stays on longer. Really, I love my "clean" look. Might just go with it the rest of the week. I also think that I could look really hot with make-up done right, like in my license pic. We'll see I guess!

Back to work... Here's the crazy part about work. I mean, there are some guys at work that I used to hang out with... I could tell when our paths crossed today that they were somewhat confused. I mean, do they now have memories of us hanging out with me as a girl? I really have no idea how to interact with them. It's just a little awkward. Not to be bragging on my looks, especially today, but I wonder if they're thinking, "I've known her since I've worked her and when did she get so attractive" or "Wow, Bree looks really good... who knew?" I tryed to just act like I always do with people for the most part. I usually joke around and stuff so I did some of that, but I could tell things were different. I hope it gets back to a more normal feeling around the firm.

And the girls, the women... Just looking me up and down. Like saying, "Girl, who do you think you are coming around here looking like that." I'll have to admit, and not trying to brag, but I look better with crazy hair and no make-up on than most of them do fully made up! Kinda funny that they think I'm now on their turf in the dating field. I wonder when they'll realize they can have all the guys for themselves!!! Now, there are a few nice girls at work. Tiffany is cool. We have the same tastes in music and she's been to some of my bands shows. And Laura, she was nice today. We did a little chit-chat after lunch. She's pretty hot too!

Anyway, gonna wind down a bit and watch some TV... I might try to practice on my make-up a bit so you might see a pic or two of that up before I head off to bed. Laters!