Out on the Town with Carolyn...

Carolyn wanted to go out for lunch so I suggested a little cafe, Cafe Bastille, and she agreed to go there with me. I love the place and love to eat outside although, it may be a little too hot out today. Anyway, I got all "dolled" up and so did Carolyn. She told me she would buy me some new guitar gear so I could play there at her place so after we eat, we're going to go to some guitar shops. What are people at the shops gonna think of me when I come strolling up in there looking like I do and with Carolyn with me... Ha! Gonna be funny.

Here's Carolyn's look...

I made her pose for me. She's pretty damn hot right!!! She didn't want to pose, but finally she gave in.

Here's my look...

The first pic is a selfie and Carolyn too the other one on the sidewalk as we were walking to get dinner after visiting the guitar shops! I have some really cool stuff coming. Carolyn's seemingly made of money so I got some stuff I've really wanted but have never bought for myself! I'll take pics of the new gear when I go pick it up later.

Well, another night here... Carolyn said she has something special planned for the rest of the week. Oh boy... I can't wait... She said I'll really love it though so maybe it won't be that bad...

I'm out. C ya!

-B

(Oh.. p.s. This pic is kinda funny. It was during dinner. Carolyn hates when I do stuff like this. She's like, "Bree, act normal. We'r in a nice restaurant." I'm like, "Ok, mom." Funny.. Ok, I guss you have to be there or know Carolyn...)

I don't plan on ever growing up!!!

Answered the Phone and Agreed to a Date... with a GUY!?!?!?

I answered the next time he called. I mean, what could it hurt, right.

Big mistake... probably.

He was extra charming. Smooth talking. I was rolling my eyes... "Come on dude," I thought...

As we talked for a little bit, I finally blurted out... "Deon, I'm already seeing someone." There was a silence...

"Ok, Bree. Why didn't you say anything sooner?"

"Ya know that girl that called me on the beach.. 'Wild Olivia'..."

"Are you a lesbian? You are, aren't you."

"Umm.. yes. Yes I am. Olivia's my girlfriend. We really like each other. So yeah, that's why I can't or don't want to date you. I'm so sorry. You seem like a really nice and quite interesting guy."

"Hey! That's cool. I understand. But, that doesn't mean we can't hang. Let's just go out as friends and get to know each other. You might be able to help me out..." He kinda laughed. "Nothing makes a guy seem more desirable than when he has a hot girl on his arm... ya know!"

"What's in it for me, Deon?"

"Free everything. I still pay for everything. I have lots to offer. I own two gyms and know some very well respected club owners that are always looking to book bands like yours. I gave you guys a listen. Hot stuff. You guys just need a push. I could help. See girl, this friendship could be a sweet deal for the both of us. Whatcha say?"

"Dammit Deon! Ok! I'm in! What time and where?"

"Dinner first. Your choice, babe."

"Ok. Umm... Cafe Bastille at 7pm."

"Ok. Then we're heading to Mansion and get crunk!!!"

"Ok Deon!" I laughed a little. "See ya then!"

"Bye girl!"


Oh god! What tha hell! Why did I just let him convince me to do that. He's so commanding. Dammit! I feel like he has some sort of power over me kinda like Tonya does... I hope this doesn't turn out bad...

So... I just finished getting ready. Olivia helped. She thinks it's kinda funny. Here's the pic. Still not too sure what to wear. It's not gonna be overtly sexy, I can say that for sure!

Still gonna maybe straighten my hair a little more then find something to wear. It's 5:45pm right now. I better hurry. Don't want to have my "man" waiting. Lol!

Wish me luck.. or something. No, definitely not luck... Wish me... umm... Just wish I have a good time with all things considered! I really hope he doesn't try anything. I'm really not in the mood for that. I just wanna hang out and have a good time.

Bye!

Sometimes Here Lately I just Have to Wonder What was I Thinking...

Just a normal Wednesday morning... well, not really. I was for some reason fed up with all the people following me around and spying on me... This girl, Tonya, and I don't know why, really set me off and I contacted her and wanted to meet with her to see what she wanted...

We met at Cafe Bastille and I found her to be a fairly legit "transformee" and the convo settled down after a while. Now, this girl is absolutely gorgeous... Like a blonde bombshell!!! I really couldn't believe I was sitting across from someone like her to be honest, and kinda outta the blue. We seemed to be hitting it off almost,like old friends. I even agreed to skip work completely and hang with her. We decided to go shopping at Dolphin Mall and get a new swim suit and then go to the beach. We went to this store called Garage and picked out a suit, mix and matched top and bottom actually and then decided to go into the same dressing room... This is where it got, well, to much to handle. I mean, I now know that my looks can attract "attractive" looking people, obviously guys and girls. This situation was just too much to handle. The sexual tension was so thick it could have been cut with a knife. We both acted on it... It didn't get far, but we still acted on it. And I have to say it was nice... But, I was almost the whole time thinking about Olivia... And I knew that my actions here could potentially hurt her so I was glad it got halted... I called the day with Tonya quits soon after, well, really we both did, and I went into work and now that I'm home, I've cried for almost the whole night. I've also eaten lots of ice-cream. I really need to watch out. I might be getting fat!!! Oh these hormones and desires... they really put me through the ringer sometimes, but I gotta love them though!!! There what makes me, me! A girl!!!

F'n Overslept... Big Time!

The title says it all... NO time for cute little write up or sleepy pic this morning. Supposed to be at work at 8:15, didn't wake up until 8:38. Had to get ready and a 15 or so minute drive (with no traffic) so got there around 9:27-ish.

Felt like the walk of shame making my way through the building... Just wanted to get up to my office and sit down. Had a few things to get finished today, so I got right to work. Client A needed some business cards for their business, kinda grundge/cool looking,  and Client B needed photos edited for posters to hang up in their "hipster" coffee bar. They also wanted us/me to print them, 24x36.

Right before lunch, Tiffany came up to my office and asked if I wanted to go to lunch with her and Stephanie. They both work down in copy/editing. I said sure, kinda nonchalantly but on the inside was screaming, "Hell Yes!!!" I was so happy! It was around 11:15 and I had just gotten the cards finished and then went down to the copy room to see if she was ready. She was just proofing the final pages of a workbook of some kind and said she was ready to go and that Steph had to go get her kid from school because he was sick. So... looks like just me and Tiffany going to eat! Totally cool with me!

We went to a little cafe called Cafe Bastille. We ate on the patio and just "girl talked" a bit. I got the Smoked Salmon Benedict on a croissant and then got the Mini Chocolate Souffle for desert. It was so good... I'm gonna get so fat! Too bad we didn't have more time to hang out. I had a really great time. She asked me if I was ok... kinda caught me off guard. She said that I seemed to be off the last two days, like I wasn't myself or something... Boy, she didn't know how right she was. I just told her I was going through something right now and that things were getting better. I had been fidgeting with my hair a bit and some had started falling out of my pony tail. She asked me if I wanted her to fix it, that she loves to do hair. I said yes and it was heavenly having her play with my hair. Quite sensual actually! She was the first person to touch me since the change... I was putty in her hands, and she was only touching my hair and head. She put it into an up-do/bun/ponytail thing. It looked cute!!! We headed back to work and said our goodbyes at my stairs and agreed to do it again, soon! She also said if I ever needed anything to just let her know.

So... I just went down to the stock/store room and took a little pic of myself... Yep, minimal make-up and black shirt again... Kinda becoming my new normal. Gotta go shopping today... Hopefully after work, I can find some time...

Looks cute, doesn't it... Well, i better get back to work... More to come hopefully tonight!