What an End to Last Week!!!

I think I'm finally getting caught up on sleep and it's taken me forever!!! so Here's the rundown on the craziness!

Wednesday Night - Long Ass Rehearsal!

Thursday Afternoon - Tripped and fell and 'sprained my right wrist really badly. Thank god it wasn't my left one, then I couldn't play guitar. Well, I would have tried and I probably would have done it, but it would have hurt like hell!

Friday - Slept in till like 1pm and then was lazy until around 4:00pm. Had to be at the venue for the show at 5pm for sound check and I was late... Got there around 5:31 and everyone was waiting on me. Yikes!!! Show went well, really well although my wrist was hurting like hell. Made holding my pick feel really awkward! Anyway, Tonya couldn't go for some reason so no pics really... Just two I downloaded from the venue's website today. If I'm not careful, I'm gonna have to start paying Tonya for being my personal photographer!

Me and Allen rocking out. Hmm, interesting...

In a trance or something it looks like! Oh yeah, wrist probably hurting here...
Should have kept my brace in it during the show.

Well, me and Luke are about to go do some shopping!

Wrist is throbbing so I guess it's time for more tylenol! I might end up getting some x-rays tomorrow, I just don't know yet.

Also, no real cramping this last week and my monthly visitor showed up this morning. Yea!?!?! I was wondering where it was... Like 2 days late and kinda light... Weird...

Almost Merry Christmas!!!

Freaking but Trying to Act Normal...

So yeah... It still hasn't come yet... Maybe it's just thrown off by all that's happening around here. I hope to god that's the case!

Went back into the office today. Tonya's doing much better and the girls are with her for the most part. I'm trying to work but I just keep thinking... What if??? I'm trying not to have a panic attack right now  but all this is really starting to weigh down on my a bunch... Been here a while, just trying to work and not think. Much harder to do now that I'm a girl... These hormones... So crazy!!!

I tried a different look today for my make-up. Just didn't feel like doing the same old things. Needed a change...

That's about all the smile I can manage for today... I actually took some selfies getting dressed because, hey, who knows how long my body will look like it does if I'm... I'm not saying it!!! Maybe I'll post them later...

Gotta get home soon and get the guitar back out and keep going over stuff... Studio time starts Monday! I'm just glad that nothing has gone wrong in the music part of my life... Seems like whatever is at work here is definitely winning though. I hate to say it, but I'm a little scared right now...

-B

...And check out this nasty bug bite!

Oh NO!!!

OH MY GOD!!! I'm late!!! So much going on I forgot about that/this... I feel so sick to my stomach right now...