The End to a Cool Friday!

My proposal went over very well at work today! I just basically have to be there for a total of what would add up to two work days per week during times when I'm not doing a location shoot somewhere else. I'm taking a pay-cut but I'm fairly sure the modeling thing will supersede what I was already making by a long-shot! Pretty cool how everyhting's working out! Everyone I told thought that it was really cool and were really supportive. Tiffany thought it was really cool! She said she's always wanted to be a model. I told her I could introduce her to Carolyn and maybe it could happen. She's really quite a good looking girl! TIFFANY!

I also told the guys in the band after practice. John kinda looked a little too happy about it. I just really have a hard time liking that guy. If he wasn't suck a rock solid drummer, he'd be out... Me and Josh talked a little more. We both agreed that this could be some huge publicity for the band. We're getting together, just the two of us, to work on some more material for out first LP. So far we have about 8 songs that are about 85% finished. We want maybe like 11 or so. I told him that I have a couple that I wanna let him hear and that maybe I could do lead vox on one or two... He seemed cool with the idea! Woo hoo!

Anyway, it's time for me and Olivia to return to something that we haven't been doing in a while... Getting Naked on the Couch and Watching Letterman! That always leads to some fun times!!!

Here's me in muh birthday suit!!!

On the couch waiting for Tonya!!!

Here she comes! It's 11:29!

See ya!

Hump Day...

So, the power was still out this morning and that left us with no hot water... Me and O went for a jog last night and boy did it get dark out without the neighborhood lights being on. The smart thing would have been to just bring shampoo and soap outside and shower off with the hose-pipe. Who knew it would still be out this morning though. We could have gotten down to our "undies" and gotten clean. Could have been fun too! Olivia wanted to shower first when she got back inside and she used all the luke-warm water that was left in the "hot" water heater. I just was gonna wait and then never checked again, would have been in vain anyway, and then it was still out this morning. Ponytail time and I just washed my face with cold sink water. Did some mostly eye make-up and headed here.

A pic you ask... of course!

I'm about to go find Tiffany and see if what her brother thought about the pic she took of me yesterday. I'll just go down there and pretend to be doing something and just happen to bring it up when I happen to run into her... Lol!

Also, Luke's coming over today! Still kinda freaking about that. I just might not show and tell him... I just don't know.

See ya!

I Hope He Had His Seatbelt On & Hey Michael!

O just called me and told me that some idiot just wrapped his car around a telephone pole near the house and snapped it and caused a few more to fall as well. So, the net is down at home for who knows how long and I'm about to be off so this might be it for today... Boo!

Went to get a drink for lunch today and Tiffany was in the break room eating and listening to some music on her earphones. She took them out and she said that her brother was a big fan of my band (Especially me! He thinks I'm really hot!) and he didn't believe that she worked with me. She wanted to take a pic of me and send it to him. I told her that she could as long as I got to take one of her!!! I got a napkin and a pen and wrote on the napkin --

Michael! Hey there! Hope to see ya at the next show! Love Bree!!! 

She took the pic and said he would be totally shocked and would absolutely love it! I told her to put the earphones back in and look really nonchalant and chill. She did just that and more! This pic is damn sexy!!! Check it!!!

Now, right there is hot red head!!!

So! I guess this is it until they get the net fixed at the house. Tomorrow will bring a new chapter as I might tell Luke about the change and show him how the diary can change in the metal box. I still don't know though. Kinda really scared to do that!!! My heart is pounding just thinking about it.......

Another Day Working fo da Man...

Feeling a little better today... Flow is tapered off a little. I was really going through some tampons there for a while. My mom called me this morning. Asked if I was ok... I was like, "Yeah... I'm fine... for the most part." She told me that she keeps track of my "cycle" because some months it's really bad for me. "Wow," was all I could say. Pretty sweet and caring that she does that, but WOW! I told her it was pretty bad at first but now it's getting better. She said that's good and wanted to know if I wanted to come over for dinner on Wednesday. She's making some kind of chicken meal or something. I know what it is and it's so good!!! I said that sounded good and we chatted a bit more and then hung up. I'm sure O will wanna come, right Olivia? I'm sure she's just sitting at the house right now programming something or watching some chick flick!!!

Had McDonald's for lunch. Best fries I've had in a while. By the time I got to my burger though, my appetite was gone. This "." is really doing a # on me. Well, I guess it can't hurt to lose a few pounds. I really need to exercise as well... I might hit the gym toward the end of the week. I know I need to!!!

Roar!!! Don't I look threatening!!!

One funny thing did happen about an hour ago. Somebody found this dinosaur head we used for some ad or promotion or something and we all took turns wearing it and walking around trying not to fall over. It was fun. But, it was the first time I'd run into Steve, literally and figuratively, since Carolyn told me about out little session at the office party. Awkward moment that was... He was trying to be all suave and stuff and I was like, nope, not having any of this. I mean, I was as nice as I could be while not liking him and bleeding out of my girl-parts... Finally, I told him I had to get back to my office and left. He was like, "Ok, Bree. Talk to you later." He said it kinda loud so people could hear him, I'm sure. Dickhead!!! I was like, "Sure Steve! Sure we will!," and flicked a bird real fast so people could see that! I did kinda attack Tiffany on purpose. I could tell she liked that... Funtimes!!!

Anyway, I gotta huge deadline by lunch Thursday so I better get back to work!

Feeling pretty good right now... Wow! Although, I'm kinda hungry but I really don't want anything to eat. So messed up!

Finishing Out Day 6 As Bree...

I didn't get the second project finished before I left but I think it can wait for tomorrow. It's about 75% complete. I really love my job and the flexibility it gives me. I've been there for about 6 years... hmm, if I'm like 24 now, then I started when I was 18.... like right out of high school. I guess I went to college!?!?!? They usually don't hire people without a Bachelors degree. Looks like me as Bree beat the system! Wow!

Two things were on my mind on the drive home - two very nice looking things. Tiffany and Olivia. Both, and just judging Olivia on looks, are girls that I could see myself with. Not that it will ever happen with either one, but if it could, I'd be all over that/them, figuratively and literally!!!

Stopped by a little guitar shop on the way home called Magic Music. Awesome place. They know me there, I hope still, so I gave them a call to see if they were in and, they were. Kinda got my eye on this baby! Might take the plunge soon. It plays like a dream, and hey, I'm a Tele girl. Jeff the owner is so cool. He's quite a good guitarist as well. He's given me lessons before. He's a Gibson guy... We jammed a bit. Fun time! I then headed out.

Stopped by a gas station and filled my car up then went in a got a Dr. Pepper and Milky Way - two of my favorite things.

I decided to just go on home and go to the gym later. I'm kinda hungry anyway...

I ate some cereal for dinner and decided to watch Empire Strikes Back. Nothing was on so I got comfy and settled down on the couch for a bit to watch the movie. Leia looks so hot in this one! Somewhere near Luke gets his hand cut off and finds out that Vader is his father, I fell asleep... I woke up to the DVD menu cycling through. Time for a little guitar. I opened up Garage Band and set up a new song and got my bpm and found a decent drum loop. I first put down the rhythm track.. just some basic chords. 4-6-5-1. Then opened a new track and about half way through, the damn B-string popped...

This is my pissed off at the B-string look. If you ever see this look, run away
or it could mean that I want to have sex with you... The looks are somewhat similar...

Well, off to wash my face and then finish the blog...

Writing on here is what I'm doing right now. It's so cold in this room... Where's my flannel shirt when I need it. I'm gonna take a quick pic of how I look when I do this... Gotta go set my phone on the dresser...

Found my shirt!

This is in the spare room. My brother stays/stayed here some. Well, off to bed for me! Worktime will come soon enough. Gonna just take a shower in the morning. Nighty Night!!!

Long Day.

So glad it's the weekend! Just some good time to relax and reflect on what all's happened this week. I mean, I freaking changed gender for christ's sake. Oh My Flipping Gosh!!!, I'm a girl with all the girl parts that girls have!!! So crazy. I so love mirrors now. I 'm gonna buy two or three for every room. And, is it bad if you turn yourself on? Damn! I mean, maybe the house of mirrors is a bad idea. lol. I might never get anything done!

Well, I did do some shopping today. Got a few things. Went to Kohls and American Eagle. Bought some stuff that wasn't t-shirts and jeans. Also went to the mall to stop by Victoria's Secret. Only bought a few things but they're super sexy. Pictured is the sexy, lace, strapless black bra from there. I did buy a few bras at Kohls as well. I hope they fit. Here's the bra from VS and the sleep-pants in the pic are from Kohls. They're silk and feel so good! Maybe later for the rest of the VS stuff...

Good thing I have a little money in savings becausea lot of the stuff I want to get is expensive. I guess me as a girl has expensive taste. Got some girl products as well at Wal-Mart, razors, deodorant (I don't stink though...) and other stuff.

I can't quit thinking about Tiffany. I just don't really know what these feelings I have for her are right now. I mean, if I'd been with her as a guy today, I'd definitely think there was a spark between us. If I was a guy, I'd surly be wanting to have sex with her. I think deep down, I really want that now as well! She was so amazing and all my free time has been spent thinking about her since we had lunch. My head is still tingling from her styling my hair!!! I have to play this one smart. I hope I can. I mean, how, as a girl, do you find out if a girl is a lesbian... I might google it! Ha!

Well, it's super late and I'm really tired. Just got out of a hot bath and I'm feeling super chill right now. Should be asleep in no time! So it's off to bed for Bree! One last sleepy pic of me curled up on my bed. I'm wearing a new, blue tank top from Kohls. Nothing special but it's so comfy!

Nighty Night everyone!

                                                                       

(This was actually posted at 2:39 am)

F'n Overslept... Big Time!

The title says it all... NO time for cute little write up or sleepy pic this morning. Supposed to be at work at 8:15, didn't wake up until 8:38. Had to get ready and a 15 or so minute drive (with no traffic) so got there around 9:27-ish.

Felt like the walk of shame making my way through the building... Just wanted to get up to my office and sit down. Had a few things to get finished today, so I got right to work. Client A needed some business cards for their business, kinda grundge/cool looking,  and Client B needed photos edited for posters to hang up in their "hipster" coffee bar. They also wanted us/me to print them, 24x36.

Right before lunch, Tiffany came up to my office and asked if I wanted to go to lunch with her and Stephanie. They both work down in copy/editing. I said sure, kinda nonchalantly but on the inside was screaming, "Hell Yes!!!" I was so happy! It was around 11:15 and I had just gotten the cards finished and then went down to the copy room to see if she was ready. She was just proofing the final pages of a workbook of some kind and said she was ready to go and that Steph had to go get her kid from school because he was sick. So... looks like just me and Tiffany going to eat! Totally cool with me!

We went to a little cafe called Cafe Bastille. We ate on the patio and just "girl talked" a bit. I got the Smoked Salmon Benedict on a croissant and then got the Mini Chocolate Souffle for desert. It was so good... I'm gonna get so fat! Too bad we didn't have more time to hang out. I had a really great time. She asked me if I was ok... kinda caught me off guard. She said that I seemed to be off the last two days, like I wasn't myself or something... Boy, she didn't know how right she was. I just told her I was going through something right now and that things were getting better. I had been fidgeting with my hair a bit and some had started falling out of my pony tail. She asked me if I wanted her to fix it, that she loves to do hair. I said yes and it was heavenly having her play with my hair. Quite sensual actually! She was the first person to touch me since the change... I was putty in her hands, and she was only touching my hair and head. She put it into an up-do/bun/ponytail thing. It looked cute!!! We headed back to work and said our goodbyes at my stairs and agreed to do it again, soon! She also said if I ever needed anything to just let her know.

So... I just went down to the stock/store room and took a little pic of myself... Yep, minimal make-up and black shirt again... Kinda becoming my new normal. Gotta go shopping today... Hopefully after work, I can find some time...

Looks cute, doesn't it... Well, i better get back to work... More to come hopefully tonight!

                                                                      

Work, Work, Work!

Work, work, work... Well, my first day at work, as Bree, was truly something. It wore me out, fo rizzle.

I was so glad to get home and just literally let my hair down! That ponytail gave me a mild headache all day. Work today was nothing really out of the ordinary per se, but just a little harder "keeping up with appearances" I guess. Just stares and such from both guys and girls... I'm not used to that yet. One good thing about work is where my office is. It's around a corner and up two flights of stairs. I'm the only person upstairs for most of the day. So... I have time to do, really, for the most part, what I want to without being seen - if you catch my drift. There were parts of the day when I just couldn't keep my hands off myself. I'll have to remember to bring extra panties with me on a daily basis, at least for the near future. During lunch, I went to a drugstore and bought some make-up essentials - lipstick, eyeliner, mascara and powder. I bought some different eye make-up as well, but didn't apply any yet. I have some of the new make-up on in the above pic. Not much, because I didn't want to overdo it cause I don't really know what I'm doing in that area of womanhood as of yet. Lipstick in the pic seems to be all but gone now that I'm home... I guess i need to buy some that stays on longer. Really, I love my "clean" look. Might just go with it the rest of the week. I also think that I could look really hot with make-up done right, like in my license pic. We'll see I guess!

Back to work... Here's the crazy part about work. I mean, there are some guys at work that I used to hang out with... I could tell when our paths crossed today that they were somewhat confused. I mean, do they now have memories of us hanging out with me as a girl? I really have no idea how to interact with them. It's just a little awkward. Not to be bragging on my looks, especially today, but I wonder if they're thinking, "I've known her since I've worked her and when did she get so attractive" or "Wow, Bree looks really good... who knew?" I tryed to just act like I always do with people for the most part. I usually joke around and stuff so I did some of that, but I could tell things were different. I hope it gets back to a more normal feeling around the firm.

And the girls, the women... Just looking me up and down. Like saying, "Girl, who do you think you are coming around here looking like that." I'll have to admit, and not trying to brag, but I look better with crazy hair and no make-up on than most of them do fully made up! Kinda funny that they think I'm now on their turf in the dating field. I wonder when they'll realize they can have all the guys for themselves!!! Now, there are a few nice girls at work. Tiffany is cool. We have the same tastes in music and she's been to some of my bands shows. And Laura, she was nice today. We did a little chit-chat after lunch. She's pretty hot too!

Anyway, gonna wind down a bit and watch some TV... I might try to practice on my make-up a bit so you might see a pic or two of that up before I head off to bed. Laters!