Show on Tuesday in Ft. Lauderdale

We've got a show in Ft. Lauderdale in Tuesday at the Culture Room. Pretty cool venue. Can't wait to rock it out!!!

By the way, this is Olivia's old room which is now the junk room... Single tear for Olivia. I do still miss her... :(

About to go over to Tonya's and go lay out for a bit! Supposed to be about 82 today and sunny so a perfect day to catch some rays and not get too hot doing it! WOOT! 

Fully Clothed and Watching Letterman by Myself

This sucks. I miss Olivia real bad. Watching Letterman just isn't the same without our naked bodies together here on the couch.

Had a good day for the most part though. Did some work at work and then came back here and played some guitar and mostly just chilled.

After this, I'm off to bed on the floor in the kitchen on the air mattress... I'll talk more about that later.

Adois!!!

This is not Good!

I was about to get up to go to the bathroom and check things and then head to lunch with Olivia when I felt it hit and I almost lost my balance. Completely draining. Maybe it was coupled with me getting up too fast... Luckily I was still near my desk and kinda made it back to my chair and just flopped my upper body down on my desk. It felt like so much stuff just exited me... I quickly called Olivia and told her to just get some food for us and come here, that it was really bad and I probably couldn't drive right now. I waited a little bit and then I felt a little better and stood up slowly and made my way to the bathroom... I'll spare the details this time... It was bad,  that's all. Really bad.

Olivia got me the biggest cheeseburger she could find and made me eat the whole thing... I was kinda shocked because she's had me on a health kick lately, her and Tonya both. We talked a bit and she brought up the whole "Deon" thing and I told her that I didn't want to talk about it now but maybe when I got home. That's where we left it. She left and now I'm about to get back to work.

I didn't sleep well last night on top of all of this. I feel like I'm just sitting here, a shell of myself. Like I'm floating or something. It's taken me forever to to type this...

Until next time, if there is one...

Bree

I Feel Terrible...

Just called in to work. Feel like shit. Physically and emotionally spent. I think O's worried. I'm sure I'll be fine... Just don't want to deal with anything right now.

Been laying in the bed with Molly. Did my nails. Trying to get my mind so slow down and chill out now. I don't think I ate anything yesterday.

I love my kitty!

Wanted something kinda different... Bloody fingernails anyone?

I went over to Tonya's today. I really wanted some of her cooking. I was getting really hungry by late afternoon. I also left her a little surprise on her blog -- I did what Olivia had done to me before... A Bree guest post!!!

B

Answered the Phone and Agreed to a Date... with a GUY!?!?!?

I answered the next time he called. I mean, what could it hurt, right.

Big mistake... probably.

He was extra charming. Smooth talking. I was rolling my eyes... "Come on dude," I thought...

As we talked for a little bit, I finally blurted out... "Deon, I'm already seeing someone." There was a silence...

"Ok, Bree. Why didn't you say anything sooner?"

"Ya know that girl that called me on the beach.. 'Wild Olivia'..."

"Are you a lesbian? You are, aren't you."

"Umm.. yes. Yes I am. Olivia's my girlfriend. We really like each other. So yeah, that's why I can't or don't want to date you. I'm so sorry. You seem like a really nice and quite interesting guy."

"Hey! That's cool. I understand. But, that doesn't mean we can't hang. Let's just go out as friends and get to know each other. You might be able to help me out..." He kinda laughed. "Nothing makes a guy seem more desirable than when he has a hot girl on his arm... ya know!"

"What's in it for me, Deon?"

"Free everything. I still pay for everything. I have lots to offer. I own two gyms and know some very well respected club owners that are always looking to book bands like yours. I gave you guys a listen. Hot stuff. You guys just need a push. I could help. See girl, this friendship could be a sweet deal for the both of us. Whatcha say?"

"Dammit Deon! Ok! I'm in! What time and where?"

"Dinner first. Your choice, babe."

"Ok. Umm... Cafe Bastille at 7pm."

"Ok. Then we're heading to Mansion and get crunk!!!"

"Ok Deon!" I laughed a little. "See ya then!"

"Bye girl!"


Oh god! What tha hell! Why did I just let him convince me to do that. He's so commanding. Dammit! I feel like he has some sort of power over me kinda like Tonya does... I hope this doesn't turn out bad...

So... I just finished getting ready. Olivia helped. She thinks it's kinda funny. Here's the pic. Still not too sure what to wear. It's not gonna be overtly sexy, I can say that for sure!

Still gonna maybe straighten my hair a little more then find something to wear. It's 5:45pm right now. I better hurry. Don't want to have my "man" waiting. Lol!

Wish me luck.. or something. No, definitely not luck... Wish me... umm... Just wish I have a good time with all things considered! I really hope he doesn't try anything. I'm really not in the mood for that. I just wanna hang out and have a good time.

Bye!

Mother F&%king Nature...

Olivia just told me that she was kidding and can't wait to move in with me! That's the good news!!! I'm gonna have to get her for putting me through that!!! She better be on the lookout!

So, I also kinda figured out why I was so emotional when Olivia was teasing me about not moving in. She just told me that her monthly visitor is here... So, if it's like last month, mine will be here soon. Yea... Can't wait...

Guess I better start taking my vitamines more regularly than I have been... Don't want to pass out again. Not fun!

I'm out for now...

B

Olivia Time!!

Heys all you beautiful readers, it's me again! Olivia! <3 Uhm, well it's been awhile since I posted on Bree's blog, so I felt I would let you all know what I've been up to lately!

I've been staying here at her house more and more. Not much for me to do as I really don't know any friends of mine anymore since my reality changed. Umm.. I've been starting to remember instances of myself doing alternate things? I can't quite explain it exactly, but here's an attempt...

I remember my life as Oliver and everything, but lately I've had some of my memories alter slightly? Like my memories of my first time having sex (as Oliver) changed to the first time I had my (Olivia's) cherry pop. I don't like men, but apparently I used to? Anyways, things like that.

In other news, I was totally playing around with Bree when she asked about me moving in with her! I've been waiting for her to ask me for a while now. So, yeah, I'm moving in! Gonna tell her when she get's back. Hopefully I didn't upset her too much... She would lose herself if she didn't have me to clean up after her, plus, I kind of find it arousing... I kind of enjoy taking care of Bree. She means so much to me. I just... Anywho, I should get dinner ready for Bree. Maybe some baked chicken and braised potatoes?

P.S. Hi Bree <3

P.P.S. I found this picture on Bree's little camera. I think I'll just post it here! <3

Time to Celebrate the 4th!

Mom wanted everyone there early to hang and play games! They always try to make it fun, which it usually is! If it's one thing the McAdams are all about, it's fun involving games and competition! As soon as we got there, I saw dad in the garage and me and O went to chat. He was already going through the fireworks and I'll have to say that it was the most that he's ever bought!

"Dad! What in the world! Did you buy out a whole stand or something!?!?"

"Well hey there Bree! And how are you miss Olivia?"

"Doing good dad!"

"Me too Mr. McAdams!"

"I bought all these so we can compete with the Russels next door and win this time! I figured that we could all shoot. I think Thomas is coming sometime today to stay a few days. You up for some good ole firework neighbor competition, Olivia?"

"You bet! I love shooting fireworks!"

"Good to hear! Well, these are now all sorted and I have to go back in and help the Mrs. get dinner going and get the grill cleaned and ready. See you girls around!" He walked by me and gave me a kiss just as Luke walked in the garage.

"I bet he never did that to you as Brendan... Hey there.. Olivia!"

"Nope! He sure didn't!"

"Hey Luke. What's up?"

"Not much. What are you two about to do?"

"Swim, maybe. Is the floating goal in the water yet this year?"

"I just put it in! When Tommy gets here we can play some 2 - 2 but until then we can just swim or play 21..."

"Sounds like fun! We'll go change!"

"Yep. Let's go change!"

"See ya in tha pool!"

We went up to my old room and changed and ended up playing a little "purple nurple" on my old bed. With that game, I don't think there's ever a winner. All parties involved end up with sore, red, painful nipples. Fun though... kinda! ;)

We got in the pool, which was surprisingly warm, and started horsing around. Olivia just wanted to swim for the time being so me and Luke played some 1-1 on the floating goal. He won, dammit. He's so much taller than me now! Not too bad though... 15-10... Played one more game... worse... 15-8... We swam a little more and then O wanted to go lay out for a little while. Luke said he would too so we all dried off and headed for some lounge chairs.

Muh legs getting some Florida sunshine!!!

Thomas got there finally, pullin up in his new Defender 90. He came straight over to me, picked me up and threw me in the pool! I was kicking and screaming but he's just too big and strong for me to do anything about it!

He did a hulk pose and then Luke said, "You're sooooo strong Tommy! She weighs like what, a buck 15? Why don't you try to do that to me?"

"Ok! I will!" He walked over and Luke got up and they started to try to throw each other in the pool. Neither one seemed to have the upper hand from my vantage point dog-paddling in the deep-end. They were getting real close to the edge but no one was in yet. Olivia quitely got up and walked over to them. They didn't even see her. She just easily pushed them both in at the same time!!!

Everyone there cheered for her! "I win!" She then took a bow and then did a cannon ball into the deep-end right near me.

"Great job! Well done!"

"Thanks!"

"We played some 2-2 after that. Me and Luke against Olivia and Thomas. It was the closest game ever in McAdams history. We played to 15 and you had to win by two. The final score was... 28-26 in favor of... ME AND LUKE!!! Woo hoo!!! Olivia really surprised me with how good she was! You go girl! Right after the game ended, mom yelled out that it was time to eat.

The food was incredible! Salad with 3 different kinda of homemade dressing, grilled corn on the cob, french fries, burgers, steak, hotdogs and homemade ice cream and a Lemon Meringue pie for dessert! So glad I went to the gym this morning! Now, I'm gonna have to go 5 times tomorrow to work off all this food!

We finished eating and then chatted until we heard something next door... the Russels had shot the first preliminary firework signaling the start of the 2013 McAdams/Russel Fireworks WAR!!! It was on!!!

We got set up fast. We all knew what to do. Battle stations were manned/wo-manned... Mortars were loaded! Rockets set up! Mom had the huge Roman Candles ready. Ready for the first round or Shock & Awe!!! 3... 2... 1... UNLEASH THE MADNESS!!!

We set it off and totally blew away the Russels this year! They never knew what hit them! Here's a pic of the grand finale!

So! As you can see. We really do it up well! The Russels ran out this year about the time we got ready for the finale. They came over and admitted defeat and then we all hung out for a little while.

David made his way over but mostly just hung out with Luke. We did talk, but I could tell he was being a little weird. I wonder if he's seen the pics in the magazine yet... He probably has.

Anyway, we were about to head in. The "kids" always watch Independence Day after fireworks on the big screen ini the den. McAdams and Russels alike! Even David stayed this year. He does sometimes but lately he hasn't.  I love that movie!!!

After the movie, it was time to go. Me and Olivia packed up our things, said our goodbyes and headed out. Dad stopped me and said that mom and him were going to take a vacation and to check up on the place while they were gone. They were leaving Monday night. I told them I would and we were off...

On the way home, as we were pulling in the driveway, I "popped" the question...

"So, Olivia, I was thinking..."

"Don't hurt yourself Breely!" She giggled.

"Ha ha... very funny. Why don't you just sell your apartment and move in? Most of your stuff is already here and you are here like 90% of the time. Just move in already! I'd really like that!"

"I've been thinking about that too, Bree. I just don't know. That's a big step... My old life was at that apartment. I don't know if I wanna give it up yet. Let me think about it and I'll get back to you. Ok?"

"Ok... Yeah, just let me know when you're ready. I'm so tired... Can't wait to get some sleep."

"Me either but I gotta finish this program I've been working on... I might be up all night... You go on to bed and I'll join you when I can."

As we stepped in the door, she headed for the kitchen and her computer and I headed to my bed. That didn't go as I thought it would.

I just woke up and found O asleep on the kitchen table. Woke her a little and told her I was gonna go out and get a few groceries and things. She said ok and moped to the bed... I'm feeling a little down as I write this last part and remember that conversation from last night... :(

Oh well... off to the store with maybe a few tears in my eyes. One good thing is that I'm off today but looks like that will be sucked into the crappiness of the day.

Bye.

A Little Hike with Olivia!

Me and O drove to a little trailhead and parked and decided to hike through a few fields and woods to a wild flower field that my family used to visit and take picnics to when I was younger. I was hoping it was still there and it was - it was like nothing had changed over all these years. I had my guitar and we just sat around singing and "frolicking" through the flowers like little kids. O bought her a nice camera and lens, a 6D with a 16mm-35mm f/2.8 L lens, and I had my camera as well, so we also took some photos and I showed her some cool tips and stuff. She got this really awesome one of me! Check it out!!!

See Carolyn! Once again, I look all girly!!!

It was really fun but I was getting tired so we came back and just chilled on the couch watching TV. It was a really fun, relaxing day! A girl needs those every once in a while!

"Roomie" Did Some Major Shopping!!!

I'm feeling better now and I really wanna go to the kitchen and see what O did and... OMG!!! Olivia did something incredible!!! She bought all new GE Profile applicanes!!! They look amazing!!!

This must have cost like $10, 000!!! Wow! Gonna ask her to move in in just a little bit. I went into her room to change the smoke-detector and saw all this stuff in her room! It's like her whole apartment is in her room. I can't wait for her to get back from wherever she went to ask her or to just tell her she's moving in!!! Roomies for real!!!

Blaaaaahhhhh...

I threw up for the first time since becoming Bree earlier today... I still don't like throwing up. I mean, who does? Much more worse and violent now. My whole body is involved... Hopefully this is just one of those 24 hour things... Not sure but I feel horrible. O has been an awesome "nurse." She keeps the Lysol spray in hand when near me, but she has kept me hydrated and checks on me all the time! She said that she has a surprise for me in the kitchen that she can't wait for me to see. She said it's something I've been wanting for a while. I did hear a lot of movement in there earlier... wonder what it could be...

Time for another sip of Gatorade... Haven't thrown up in a few hours! Progress!!!

The End to a Cool Friday!

My proposal went over very well at work today! I just basically have to be there for a total of what would add up to two work days per week during times when I'm not doing a location shoot somewhere else. I'm taking a pay-cut but I'm fairly sure the modeling thing will supersede what I was already making by a long-shot! Pretty cool how everyhting's working out! Everyone I told thought that it was really cool and were really supportive. Tiffany thought it was really cool! She said she's always wanted to be a model. I told her I could introduce her to Carolyn and maybe it could happen. She's really quite a good looking girl! TIFFANY!

I also told the guys in the band after practice. John kinda looked a little too happy about it. I just really have a hard time liking that guy. If he wasn't suck a rock solid drummer, he'd be out... Me and Josh talked a little more. We both agreed that this could be some huge publicity for the band. We're getting together, just the two of us, to work on some more material for out first LP. So far we have about 8 songs that are about 85% finished. We want maybe like 11 or so. I told him that I have a couple that I wanna let him hear and that maybe I could do lead vox on one or two... He seemed cool with the idea! Woo hoo!

Anyway, it's time for me and Olivia to return to something that we haven't been doing in a while... Getting Naked on the Couch and Watching Letterman! That always leads to some fun times!!!

Here's me in muh birthday suit!!!

On the couch waiting for Tonya!!!

Here she comes! It's 11:29!

See ya!

At the Pier with Carolyn

I met Carolyn on the pier around 8:02... Checked my face in the mirror before I got out of my car... Looked good to me. I had some ideas I wanted to try out tonight with Miss Carolyn. She was there waiting for me. She, as usual, was Dressed to the Nines! Before I could even get to her, a young couple who had seen my band play wanted to meet me and tell me how much they liked our music. That was pretty cool! This is happening more and more recently. I chatted with them for just a little while then walked over to Carolyn.

"Hey! You look nice today, Miss Banks. Very nice outfit! Dressed to the Nines as always!"

"I would not dress any other way. How is band life? I see that someone is getting famous."

"Ehh, ya know... For a local band, we're finally getting noticed, a little. I think we're about to do a mini-tour up the East Coast again. Maybe in early October. We're still working out the details."

"Oh that sounds like fun. I hope it does not take you too much away from your work." She said with a smile as she continued to look over the ocean, not looking back to Bree just yet. It was so peaceful on the ocean that night, it almost made her want to swim out there.

"The previous one lasted around a month. About 20 shows..."

"Hmm.. You will need to give HR your schedule sooner rather than later. So tell me what are your thoughts on Tonya."

"Umm, well... Good girl. Super hot. She really seems to like me in a sexual way and I can't seem to say no to her..."

"She loves you... She is not just in lust with you."

I was shocked. I'm sure she could see this on my face. "She know's I'm with Olivia. I haven't withheld this from her. I tell her this. Really, I don't know what to do about her. I'm for some reason really attracted to her. I mean her looks alone are enough to attract me to her, but it seems like more. I can't figure it out. I can't control myself around her. I don't think it's love. I know I love Olivia. I don't know... It seems really complicated and I guess it is... She said she's 'In Love' with me? And another thing. I'm not used to being able to attract people with looks of her caliber." 

"She has told me that she is dealing with it and will move onto be with Dani. I planned on her being with Dani. It is something I could manage for her, to protect her." Carolyn wasn't smiling anymore, her face was more serious and reserved as this seemed important to her.

"What happened or happens or will happen between us is not all my fault. I very often try to resist. She is fairly relentless in her pursuit. I've told her many times we could be good friends but I'm in love with Olivia. I wanna be her friend and I don't want to hurt her but she needs to hold back as well."

"Olivia has given you two permission to be together sexually I am guessing." Carolyn said this rather questioningly. I know she knew somehow. Tonya must have told her.

"Yes. And I planned to use that permission 'sparingly.' Actually, the last two times we've been together, I've not 'orgasmed' per my decision."

"Good girl." Carolyn put her hand on my shoulder. "I am glad to hear that. It makes me happy to know that you are controlling yourself. I would hate to have to put you in a chastity belt." She laughed a little and then took her hand off of me.

Her touch sent a little tingle through me. All this talk about control... Yikes! "Thanks. And no, the chastity belt is not necessary... I don't think anyway. So, what brings you to Miami?"

"I had to come back to convince the crew that they may need to relocate in the future to be more involved in the modeling side of things. The pay is amazing as are the hours and such." Carolyn smiled as she looked at me.

I looked at her and then at the crashing waves. This beach has been my play-place my whole life. Now so many different circumstances are pulling at me. Can I just uproot myself and do this. What about the band. We're finally making more headway than ever before. "I just don't know. I don't know if I can... move. I love Miami."

"You do not need to make the decision right this second, but realize if you want to become a full fledged model, you will have to. Sending crews down here costs money dear. You will have a couple months to decide." She smiled and then handed me a card that had her name and number on it. "Now let me get you a drink to relax after a hard day."

"That's not necessary. I'm trying to not... Actually, sure! That sounds great!"

"Good." A bar was there on the pier, Carolyn had already rented a booth to sit at. She walked in and then the hostess guided us over to it where Carolyn sat down gracefully on the right side of it. "I will have lemonade, she will likely want a beer or something stronger."

"Just make it a semi-hard lemonade..."

"You can go for stronger stuff dear, I have to drive back so I have to be sober. You do not."

"I don't want to get drunk... been doing that too much lately."

"Oh really?" Carolyn was actually a little surprised by that. "When? I have not seen you report it on your blog."

"Oh yeah... It's on there... I even lost my car and me and Olivia had to go find it the next day. Kind of a wake up call. I had a little bit of a drinking problem for a little while as Brendan..."

"Well that would be best not to pick back up then. She will have 9 part lemonade one part alcohol then." And the waitress was off. Carolyn looked over to me. "I just keep learning things about you."

"Apparently, for you, I'm an open book. Have you spoken to Tonya about any of this?"

"No, I have not. I am not sure she exactly needs to know just yet but I will tell her at some point."

"So... the photo-shoot we did. How did the pics turn out? Were they well received by your company?"

"They were, they are already being processed. You should have been paid for them today."

"Cool! I really wanna see them. Do you have a way to view them?" Carolyn pulled out her phone and then passed it over to me to look through all of the pictures that were taken at the shoot and such.

"Wow! These look amazing! What all are they gonna be used for?"

"Various things, the non-sexy ones are going to be used for a travel agency and the more explicit ones are going in the photographic art book we are making."

"Aww... you think some are 'non-sexy...'"

"Well I meant that the ones that were not as sexual as say you being topless is what I meant. You look delectable in all of the pictures, just that there are ones that show off more skin than others." She said as she was watching me with the device that contained the digital versions of all of the pictures that had been taken.

I really liked them. I still can't believe that the pics were of me. I mean, these are the types of pics that as a guy, would really have turned me on. "Yeah. I knew what you mean. It was just kinda funny how you said it. And wow! There are so many. You guys and 'girls' sure have a lot to choose from, don't ya?"

"Yes we do, and we believe in quality as well as quantity as you can see. So the question soon becomes, which shall be your main profession dear? Do you want to continue to work behind the camera or things like this where you are placed before it?" Se smiled somewhat suggestively before looking to the window. I just know that gears were spinning away in that pretty brunette head of hers.

"It's not so much my job, the graphic design one job that is. It's my band. Things are really starting to take off. We may be doing an short East Coast tour and that usually means people are starting to take notice. So, that's the hard part. Oh, and the fact that I've lived here my whole life and I love this beach! I thought Tonya said you were going to be setting up an office here..."

"I never said you had to give up the band. Not for a while at least. As a model, your hub could be here in Miami but we could fly you off to all sorts of place. Paris, London, Los Angeles, Tokyo, all sorts of place where you would show yourself off for the benefit of the company and get paid for it as well."

"Well, when you put it that way, that sounds perfect! And, that contract that you gave Tonya to give to me, I kinda lost it... or it's buried in my car under stuff..."

"We can no longer have that go on Bree. I have a second one, luckily since I considered that the first would have been lost by now." She pulled it out of her handbag and laid it flat on the table. "You have got to be more responsible because remember, when you sign this contract you are literally a walk representation of Skyline."

"I can't help it. It's me. I've been this way my whole life. Looks like that aspect of me got transfered to this me as well. I do try, really! I swear, I will not loose this one!"

"No, you sign it right here. I will have a copy sent to you after it is processed." Carollyn pulls out a pen and offered it over to me so that I could sign the contract.

"I think I need to read over this for a while unless you wanna walk through the whole thing with me right now. I need to be sure exactly what a 'Walking representation of Skyline' consists of!"

"Keeping yourself in shape and as you are currently, not causing any major media controversies, not doing anything illegal but other than that we are fairly open about things. I am not the devil after all. It is not my goal to trap you like a caged bird."

"I guess I better start to exercise a little. I might be putting on a little weight. Too many burgers. I really still seem to like food. I have been trying to eat better and exercise... so don't worry, I'm not gonna get fat, I hope not anyway." I looked at her and she seemed to be trying to see if she ccould tell a difference in my body. "Well then, show me some stuff on here." I got up and came over to her. I put the document down in front of her and slid in the booth right next to her. I put my right hand gently on her left knee and lean over a bit so I can see the paper better and waited for her to tell me and show me some details. "Ok. Me and Skyline. Go! - By the way, your hair smells really good and always looks amazing! Well... actually... the rest of you does too... Ok... Sorry! Back to Skyline!" I was just realizing that I was sitting next to such a beautiful woman...

"I have been watching your posts and already have a personal trainer lined up here in Miami that is going to make sure you get down to your optimal weight and stay there." Her eyes glanced you over seeing that there were a few weight changes that had occurred but they were not huge. She also seemed a little unsteady when I leaned on her. Carolyn shrugged and then looked down at the paper. She pointed to the first section. 

"Personal Trainer huh?"

"This is all about maintaining your appearance and not doing things to put it and you in jeopardy. This includes smoking, drug use, extreme sports, fighting, and excessive drinking. The next sections says that you understand that we can have you travel to all sorts of places foreign and domestic by giving you at least a two day notice." 

"Two day notice!?!? Damn! That's not much time..." I was just looking at her talk... "I don't think I do any of that stuff..." 

"Bree, focus. I know your little struggle but remember you are going to be surrounded by other models when at events or photoshoots and you are going to need to control yourself."

"I'm trying to focus. Carolyn, just lighten up a bit. Just try. I really think you need to have sex. There! I said it. Note, I didn't say with me, but, I think you really are wigging yourself out here. And by the way, I am getting much better with my control!"

"At least, it means that we have to give you more notice than that. And this is about business not my sex life."

"I've read your posts... Believe me. I know that!"

"I am doing quite well without all this sexual activity that you and the rest of the girls are having. It is a slippery slope and the moment it would seem I am the King or Queen rather of the Hill. 

 "Queen of the Hill, huh? Yeah right! Carolyn Banks... All business!!!"

"Teasing is but a game where I gain an advantage over my competitors and other people. It can be a business move as I can manipulate people just the way that I want them. And since I do not partake in the final act then I can continue to remain on top."

I smiled. "Yeah! Being on top is fun!!! Hee  hee!!!" She didn't seem to think that little sexual joke was funny... Boo hoo!

"Now this section says that we pay you in various ways, one is that we will buy all of your clothes. And that you are to only wear what we buy for you in public. Go ahead and wear whatever you want at home but if you are in range of a camera we want you in clothes we bought."

"Yikes!?!?"

"Carrying on, the clothes are trendy and fashionable, you will like them. Now we also will pay for travel, hotel rooms, food and all that when you are on the road. But of course you will be making monetary compensation from the work as well, at least double to triple your current salary depending on the amount of events you attend and so forth."

"I just don't know about the clothes thing... Kinda sending off alarms in my head. Just being honest here. I know that wearing clothes for shoots that are picked for me is a must. I really like that aspect of it. But, in my everyday life, I... I just don't know. I really like my clothes I guess. I'm a t-shirt and jeans kinda girl for the most part. I do like wearing more feminine stuff from time to time, but I like my style just the way it is. I mean look at what I'm wearing right now. Does this look tomboyish? I think not!"

"Bree, you are a model. We will give you stuff that makes you look approachable but still we want you to always look ready to have a picture taken of you. And this is just training if you get sponsored. If a clothing company sponsors you then you have to wear their stuff exclusively."

"Err.. umm... I know what you mean... but..."

"But?" Carolyn turns to look at Bree, not sure if she really enjoys all of this hesitation if it was for something that Bree was going to enjoy anyway. "Bree, it will not be so bad."

"I have like two closets full of clothes that I really enjoy wearing! And all my Converse! I just don't know. I love my clothes!!! Damn! I really sound like a girl here! I mean I am one, but.. you know..."

"Converse are not girly...and from what I have seen of your closet some of it seems a little tomboyish. But I am not saying that you have to throw it all out, just that you will have an additional amount of clothing that you need to wear when outside."


"I don't want to be girly. I'm not girly. So, what do you mean by additional amount to wear outside? If maybe I could merge the old and the new... that would be acceptable."

"That is more what I meant, we will give you new clothes but that does not mean that you will need to get rid of your old."


"That's not what you said though... I just can't go from what I have now to some new stuff. I would feel like I was selling out. I'm not gonna sell out. The people I hang with in the band scene, selling out is bad, and I agree with them. I would be a target of ridicule if I did that. That ain't gonna happen. I know I'm probably making more out of this than I should, but that's just where I stand."

"Ok, we will make it so that you can wear some of your old stuff when at home here in Miami when you are not with your band. That is of course until you get an endorsement or sponsor that will want you to wear their clothing."

"Now we're talking!" I looked at her and gave her a big smile. "So, what's left on here..."

"Act in a manner that is not going to get you or others unwanted media attention. Publicity is one thing but acting trashy in public is quite another." She pointed out on the contract where these things were. 


"I'm not trashy. How dare you... Not gonna be a problem!"

"Good girl, then that should be everything."

"Cool! When will all this start? I'm gonna need to take care of some things first... like work... and stuff."

"It can take place in a week or two but no longer than that as we need to start geting you established and such."

"Let's do two. I wanna give work a two week notice and I have a few projects to finish."

"Good girl. Now sign and then you are officially a model of Skyline." She said this with some excitement in her voice as she held out the pen for me.


"First of all, I want some kind of notation made that says I can still wear my old stuff as well as the new! Email me that if you would... before I sign..." I looked at her and smiled a crazy little smile with one eyebrow raised.

"I can do that." Carolyn crossed the lines out of that provision and then wrote the new provisions into the contract where she then initaled the change that she had made to it. "Yes, what is it?"


"Email me this..."

Bree can wear her seemingly 'unstylish and tomboyish' clothes...while in public while a model with Skyline...she has agreed to sometimes pair new Skyline provided clothes with her old clothes to make some fantastic wardrobe ensembles...Bree has agreed to always look her best in public...

"Ok, I can do that. But remember if you get endorsed that will likely change." She noted as she made sure that all of that was written in an email that she then sent me from her phone. "Are you happy now Bree?" 

My iPhone bleeped and I looked at it and read the message and smiled. "Ok. Where's the dotted line?"

Carolyn fliped through the page and then pointed to the dotted line at the bottom with her well manicured finger nail. "And once that is done we are all good."

"Ok, here goes!" I took a deep breath and signed it. "I wonder what my mom and dad will say when I tell them this. They have told me that they were so proud of me when I got my design job..."

"I think they'll be cool with it..."

"So... is our lilttle business meeting over?"

"I think that your parents will be very proud to learn that their daughter is now a model adored by millions of people." She whisked the contract away into her bag to keep it safe so that she could turn it in. "Yes it would seem that our meeting is concluded." She stood up making sure that she had everything that she needed.

"Well, cool! Thanks for obliging my one little request. Ever so reasonable of ya." I leaned over and gave her a little side-hug and a peck on the cheek.... "I'm guessing you're off now to conduct more business somewhere..."

"Well you likely have somewhere to be as well. I am just going to the UPS Store to copy and fax this." She stayed relatively still through all of the touching. These displays of affection seemed to be a little foreign to her in her current state. She probably just thought it was a reflection of my "shaky control."

"I don't, I just figured you did. You seem to always be on the move. We can sit and talk if you want. I'll go back to me side of the booth so I won't be... all up on ya!" I chuckle a little... "Sorry. My family was very touchy and affectionate. My dad is a big softy!"

"It helps to keep busy. Idle hands are the devl's plaything and I think you understand that better than the rest of us." She looked at her watch, and then over to the menu of this little place and then shrugged. "So what about your contract did you have questions about? Or are you worried about the Foundation?"

"Ah... Well. My hands a rarely idle..." I chuckled! "And... The foundation! Now there's a good topic to discuss. Tell me what you've found out!" 

"Not a whole lot, just found a few more of us scattered across the globe. I am setting up a network of support as I planned. And for the moment it is about 55% to 45% in favor of their femininity. Others are people who were changed by others and sort of cling to their old lives. No one is sure what the mechanism that is only causing gender change related wishes to come true but others not so much. And having someone wish you be normal does not work"

"Hmm... Wow!"

"I kind of expected those results to be honest. It would be too easy of a solution." She shrugged before pulling out her phone. "Anything else you would like to know?"

"Whatcha looking at there?"

"Text messages from work and stuff, I need to tell my boss that I got you to sign the contract." She said as she I guess typed out a message to I guess, like she said, her boss.

"Were you thinking I'd sign for sure? Just wondering?"

"I figured I would convince you."

"Yeah. You did. You sure did..."

"Well I had to rework one thing but it worked regardless. So now you are a model and a designer. Though I would say I prefer the former to the latter as no one gets to appreciate the beauty that is Bree."

"Well thank you! And you know what, you could model as well... I mean, these wishes sure did a job on us, didn't they?"

"I have no desire to model. Carolyn used that to get into Skyline and then maneuvered her way into management. So I am not going to take a step back when I already have so much."

"Well, there's a new Carolyn fun fact I didn't know! So, in the Skyline chain of command, where do you stand?"

"I am three steps from the top."

"Veo! So, you looking to take those steps to the top?"

"I am thinking that I will one day but at the moment I am fine where I am."

"Yeah right! You are planning your takeover right now I bet now that I brought it up... lol!"

I then got a text from O asking if everything was ok and that she'd just gotten back with a movie, The Lake House, and a box of ice-cream sandwiches. "Well Carolyn, it's been super nice talking with you. That was Olivia, by the way. We are watching a movie tonight and she just got home. I'll talk to my work tomorrow about this and give them the notice. I'll also be eager to hear from you again." I walked over to her and gave her another hug.

"Goodbye Bree. I will be in touch! Be a good girl... for both of our sakes!"

"Hey! It's me!"

"That's what I'm afraid of."

"You have nothing to worry about."

She waved without turning around and I walked out to me car to back here.

As I was heading out, the couple that talked to me when I first got there was coming off the pier to go to the bar and I asked them if one of them would take a pic of me wearing this dress. The girl, Sandy, said she would...

Told ya! No bra. I actually did try one soft cotton one, but it hurt too bad!
It was nice to be free for one evening! See, I can be girly if I want to!!!

That was a crazy meeting. Good but crazy! Anywhoo... 

The movie was really good. Lots of twists in it! O really picked a good one this time. Now it's bedtime! I really enjoy bedtime! I really enjoy before bedtime, bedtime. Lol!

See ya!!!