Feeling Really Bad...

Today or tomorrow should be the day for my monthly visitor... I feel totally like shit today. Just laying in the bed and looking around on youtube and trying to figure out the best way to get some of our songs onto the blog... Oh... damn... there it is. Gotta go!

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Off to Band Practice.

Work was boring today. I still feel like crap...

Didn't do much make-up today either... just a little liner on the bottom.

I did do my hair a little... Just some quick, big curls...

Don't feel like putting the effort in just to wash it off before I go to bed. God, I'm in such a foul mood right now...

I promised O I'd talk to her after practice although practice should run long tonight. The songs that me and Josh worked on are being introduced to the band tonight. Gonna jam them out and get a working arrangement with the band. I think everyone will like them!

On other topics, I'm still bleeding out. Kinda gross, but yeah, this sucks. Maybe I need to go to the doctor. But I don't want to... It would be a "woman doctor." One that specializes in "girl parts." An OB/GYN... I'd have to go there. Legs in stirrups and cold metal instruments. I've heard the tales... EEEKKKK...



Anyway, I'm off.

Later everyone...

I Feel Terrible...

Just called in to work. Feel like shit. Physically and emotionally spent. I think O's worried. I'm sure I'll be fine... Just don't want to deal with anything right now.

Been laying in the bed with Molly. Did my nails. Trying to get my mind so slow down and chill out now. I don't think I ate anything yesterday.

I love my kitty!

Wanted something kinda different... Bloody fingernails anyone?

I went over to Tonya's today. I really wanted some of her cooking. I was getting really hungry by late afternoon. I also left her a little surprise on her blog -- I did what Olivia had done to me before... A Bree guest post!!!

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Just a little Something on this Saturday!!!

Here's a few things I saw today while surfing the net today...

“Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.  

Life is beauty, admire it. 

Life is a dream, realize it. 

Life is a challenge, meet it. 

Life is a duty, complete it. 

Life is a game, play it. 

Life is a promise, fulfill it. 

Life is sorrow, overcome it. 

Life is a song, sing it. 

Life is a struggle, accept it. 

Life is a tragedy, confront it. 

Life is an adventure, dare it. 

Life is luck, make it. 

Life is too precious, do not destroy it. 

Life is life, fight for it.”

And also this... This is for all my changeling girls!!!

That's all for now. I'm not feeling all that good. Just gonna go watch some TV...