Ugg!!!

So, I didn't sleep really at all the last night in England and then there was the flight and then I couldn't sleep last night here so today, I feel like shit!!!

There's band rehearsal tonight and and then Josh just informed me there's a show on Thursday! OMG!!! TOO MUCH TO HANDLE! Nah, not really but damn, so much going on right when I get back and I still have some shopping to do too! Oh well, no rest for the weary!

I'm supposed to get back some of the DROPDEAD pics like tomorrow and I can't wait! And then the SINSTAR ones are also gonna be emailed to me soon as well and as soon as I get them, I'll put them up on here. I really want you guys to see them. Also, Carolyn just sent me more of the ones from her place that I did a while back and I'll put a few of those on here soon, too!

Now! NEED CEREAL! NEED LUCKY CHARMS!!!

I also have to change the strings on at least one of my guitars and all sorts of other stuff... Ugg again! I better have some Lucky Charms!!!

Bye!

1 Day and Counting...

Had an amazing week!!! Met some totally awesome people and me and Tonya had a great time in the 'Big Apple.' Took tons more pics for the online catalogue and website! These pics are banging! The weather was kinda chilly, but it was nice, too! It's a nice change to have to bundle up a little bit every now and then. But/and for me, even cooler temps seem cold for this Florida gal!

We got back in this morning, actually left late Monday night (yikes!!!) and I just got back from a band meeting about a potential drummer we may have found. The guy was cool and really good, but maybe stylistically was a little different. Plus, he hadn't had much time with the cd and we decided to give him another go on Tuesday after this other guy auditioned for us. He did better and the other guy was good too, but still, something wasn't gelling with me and Josh. We have another guy coming in on Saturday and I'll let you know how that goes.

Deon called me today... That's all I'll say about that.

And, let's not forget what happens in two days!!!


Feel like watching some Jeopardy. Later gaters!

This is Misty, one of the make-up artists here in New York. A cool girl and fun to hang with. Oh, and look, we're getting photobombed!

ON the last night, we maybe drank a little too much... Ha. Taun-taun's just a little tipsy! And, regardless of how sober and/or drunk you are, when you party with this girl, it doesn't matter how good you look, she gets all the action! Luckily, that action goes back to the hotel room with me!!!

Overall, a great trip to New York! Can't wait to go back!

Laters

Saved!!!

It came!!! I've never been so glad to be bleeding from down there in my short life as a girl!!! I even did a little happy dance and Jess came in and looked at me strange.

 I kinda filled her in on what had happened but she already knew anyway so I just answered some more "detailed" questions she had for me. 

Earlier in the day, as I was playing guitar and going over some parts, she came in and we had a good little talk. She got kicked off her roller derby team when her captain found out she was a lesbian. She's bummed out because she really loves to skate in derbys. I have the band, Tonya has "boxing," Heather has skateboarding... She just feels like she doesn't have anything... I told her I thought that derby girls were a little more accepting to that but she that "Most of my team was but we got a new captain who didn't want a lesbian watching her back because i would just want to fuck it. and she bullied the other girls about it" She said that it also didn't help her chances that one day when the team was skating, she gave her captain a body check at full speed... So yeah, she's looking for a new team I think...

Also, she told me that Tonya told her about us, about us changing... I was shocked that she knew... She said that Heather didn't know about us yet...

She said that if Heather wins this skateboarding competition she's in that's been postponed for a while due to so many storms here lately, then they will get to stay here in Miami... She said they really like it here and like being with Tonya and me and they'll miss us if they have to leave...

So yeah... I'm gonna go watch some Letterman and then go curl up with Tonya in her bed with her and try to get some sleep... hee hee...

And by the way, Jess is really pretty as well. Lots of tattoos as well...

Nighty Night!!!

Fully Clothed and Watching Letterman by Myself

This sucks. I miss Olivia real bad. Watching Letterman just isn't the same without our naked bodies together here on the couch.

Had a good day for the most part though. Did some work at work and then came back here and played some guitar and mostly just chilled.

After this, I'm off to bed on the floor in the kitchen on the air mattress... I'll talk more about that later.

Adois!!!

A Little Hike with Olivia!

Me and O drove to a little trailhead and parked and decided to hike through a few fields and woods to a wild flower field that my family used to visit and take picnics to when I was younger. I was hoping it was still there and it was - it was like nothing had changed over all these years. I had my guitar and we just sat around singing and "frolicking" through the flowers like little kids. O bought her a nice camera and lens, a 6D with a 16mm-35mm f/2.8 L lens, and I had my camera as well, so we also took some photos and I showed her some cool tips and stuff. She got this really awesome one of me! Check it out!!!

See Carolyn! Once again, I look all girly!!!

It was really fun but I was getting tired so we came back and just chilled on the couch watching TV. It was a really fun, relaxing day! A girl needs those every once in a while!

I Feel Better!

I'm feeling even better now! Gonna play some guitar and maybe record some demos to the songs I've been working on to show to Josh. My appetite's not quite back yet but I feel my stomach growling a little...

I hope to find a way to put one of my songs on here soon! I really want whoever is reading this to hear them. I really like them a lot. Melodies and lyrics have been coming to me much faster then they ever did for me as Brendan. I'm not sure if it's the new emotions or just the inner workings of this female brain, but the stuff just flows now! On to the demos!!! Well, actually, Molly is on the keyboard right now. Sometimes she hopes up there and stops recording... Crazy cat! Gotta love her though!

And yes, I still have my PJs on!

Boring Thursday!

I mean, can a couple of days get any more boring. I guess when you say in your office all day, it kinda happens...

So, I'm home now and O has this huge computer all taken apart on the kitchen counter. Wow! I would never be able to get it put back together. She's wearing this headgear like thing with magnification lenses in it and is soldering some parts or something. A girl wearing a hot pink tight tank top and yellow and pink short shorts working on a computer is so very strangely hot to me! I left her alone after saying hey and grabbing her ass. She turned and gave me that, I'm super busy look! So, I can in here to the bedroom and I just flopped down on my bead and am typing this now. Maybe a little nap then hopefully she'll be finished and we can figure out something to do tonight if it's nothing more than watching TV. I also need to play some guitar and go over some new parts before tomorrow...

Pic Time!!!

Now that's some heavy upper eyeliner. Kinda old school pin-up!

Bye!