Show! Show! Show!!!

Show got moved to Saturday, which other than telling people and all the personal promotion me and the boys did being screwed over, was kinda good. One more day to play songs with Alen which is good, but he really didn't need the extra practice though. He's go great! John was good, but he was a dickhead and had a terrible attitude. I really just didn't like him, he was also degrading to women, which for me, especially now, is a big no-no!

I wonder if my parents have closed their pool yet... I need a swim.

Anyway, I was given some cool pics from the show. We headlined it and played with two other bands, The Iron Horses and Last Fight for Carla. Both great Florida bands. We played at Grand Central and that place is amazing!

Here are the pics!

The voice of an angel! lol 

Rocking the Tele!

It got a little warm under the lights! And look at Alen back there drumming away like a pro.
He also has a good voice and adds some nice harmonies and vocal texture. We all love that guy!

So yeah, we rocked it! Made tons of new fans today. It was so awesome to hear people singing along with us on the older songs and then on some of the newer ones as well! I can't wait for our next show.

Gonna try to find a way to stream a song or two on here soon.

Got to go finish up some yard work that I started yesterday. Then Tonya and the girls are coming over to lay out and I've set up the badminton net and we're gonna play some then do who knows what!

Bye!

Busy, Busy, Busy

SO like mostly for my birthday, I got like gift cards and money. I got a few Star Wars things and a few cool Star Wars tees. I mean, I remember as Brendan, turning 25. It seemed like such a big deal. I was kinda bummed. I mean, I was a mid-twenty year old. Now though, the second time around, I guess I'm happy to be this young again, even though I'm a girl now, which I do love, but it's different, a little. Heather and Jess had bought me more stuff at Disney and kept it from me and then just gave it to me on my b-day. Really cool stuff.

Anyway, the other drummer on Saturday, yeah, he sucked big-time! Total waste of time. As soon as he started playing, we were all looking at each other and rolling our eyes. We've gotta find someone, and fast. I think we have a show in like a week and then they really start rolling in, like every 3 or 4 days right up until Christmas. I actually think that the show is on halloween.

Speaking of Halloween, I'm working on a super-sweet costume! I hope I can get it made. Actually, my mom and Luke are helping me make it. It's gonna rock! It's gonna be amazing! I so can't wait to get it finished and wear it out to the show. I might even play live in it, as long as it's not to restricting of my movements!

Anywhoo, about to head to the office and see what they have for me to make and design. Fun times, I'm sure.

Bye!

Just did the basics... Lipstick, mascara and air dried hair for work today!

Ugg... and Hot Selfie

Well, John, our drummer, got totally wasted before the show on Thursday night. He just about wrecked the entire show, totally screwing up almost all of the new songs. We were gonna do 4 new ones and after the second new one, we knew we couldn't do anymore as a band. We finished about 4 more older songs and then me and Josh did the other two new ones we were gonna play acoustic. Needless to say, we kicked him out of the band. HE threw some punches and broke some stuff... Now the search for a new drummer. God, why did this have to happen now. I wish Tonya played drums! That would be awesome!!! A girl drummer in the band, too! How could we go wrong!

Went out after the show with the girls and we had a great time. We went to the beach and then made a late night Waffle House run! I just love the Patty Melt there!!!

Just got up around 2 and took a shower. I'm so freaking lazy and I'm about to go shopping fo sum food! I'm hungry, so that's probably not a good time to go shopping, but, I'm gonna go anyway!

I have another shoot coming up this week, in New York, I think tentatively leaving late Tuesday night or Wednesday! They said something about tomorrow, but wow, that's really soon. Who knows, I just have to go with the flow I guess. Taun-taun's going with me! Should be super fun and amazing! I love that I'm getting to go to so many cool places just so people can take pics of me! This is like the best gig ever! Pics from the other shoot should be out soon. I can't wait to post some on here!

I took this pic in my utility room earlier today. I had to take some trash out and I saw this set-up when I stepped in there and thought it'd do amazing for a selfie. Got my camera and tripod and took a few. This was the winner! Perfect light coming in the door! I really love this pic, if I do say so myself. I also really love my outfit!

Bye, peeps!

Finally got to Spend Some Time with Heather and Jess...

Life's so crazy right now and I'm so busy. I bare;y have time for Tonya now and let alone for our friends. But, I ran into Heather and Jess a few days ago and me and Heather decided to go skateboarding on the 10th, today, while Tonya and Jess were gonna go see an early movie. I had a little time this afternoon after work and before the show today, so we met at a park and went boarding around a bit. It was fun!!! She's so good and completely an adrenaline junkie and has no fear! We got some ice-cream and then I had to go take a shower and get ready and she said that her and Jess and Tonya were coming together to the show tonight. Cool!!!

Here's a pic of her boarding!

Just look at that air!!!

Wish me luck tonight at the show!

Not Feeling so Good This Morning.

Was at the studio finishing up the last few lead tracks and left there around 9:40pm and headed for Tonya's place. I went on in and no one was there so I called and she said that she was in the hot-tub with Heather and Jess. She sounded a little weird or something... So... I went and got on one of my bikinis from my room there and headed down there. They were drunk. Really drunk. Especially Heather and Jess... But Tonya was too. I slipped off my long t-shirt and got in and grabbed a drink. I was hoping this was a good idea because of my current condition and nothing happened... Tonya is so hot. I just sometimes can't get over it... I'm pretty sure me and Tonya made out like the whole time as well as did Heather and Jess. Hell, we may have all had one big orgy, I don't really remember... I just know that I just woke up just a little bit ago and have a killer headache, I feel really bloated and don't want to go into the office today even though I think I have a ton of stuff to do... I'm going back to bed. No one else is up. Screw work today...

Back to sleep for Breely!

bye.

Poolside Relaxation!

I took some time off from recording today to hang out with Tonya. We decided to go down to the pool at her apartment and relax a bit. Heather and Jess went out of town, I think they went to some skate shop in Orlando or somewhere like that. Then they were maybe going to Disney World to celebrate Heather's big win! Fun, fun, fun!!! (Borrowing money from Tonya!!!)

So... the deal about today! And what a doozy!

Tonya hasn't been going out much lately, last time was the competition, and she wanted to go down to the complex pool and swim and hang out. I thought that was a great idea so we got our bikinis on and, well, first Ozzy stole my top and ran around the place with it before Tonya got it back, and then we headed down to the pool. I swear that dog likes to see my tits!!! I mean, I guess they are kinda nice!!!

I took this pic for reference, to back up what I just wrote! Hee hee!

As soon as we got there, Ozzy jumped in the water and man, he can really swim! It was great to see Tonya just relax and float around the pool! She's getting better by the day! Woo hoo! Can't wait to have some other types of fun with her soon!!! Anyway, then we hear it... clicking sounds from the bushes. I know those sounds quite well. Someone's taking pics of us. Now, while it's quite flattering to have paparazzi following us around, I still don't want my pic taken while swimming around in this private pool.

I still wasn't in the pool yet, sitting on the edge, so I dried off my feet and put my All Stars back on and walked rather quickly over to the bushes and I saw some movement. A guy popped up and looked really guilty.

"What in the hell!!!" I jump over the fence and he has to reach down and get his other camera and I kick the camera that he's holding out of his hand.

Tonya got out of the pool. "I might look like shit but we'll kick your ass for doing this. This is a private pool!"

"You bitch!!! That's $8000 you kicked to the ground!!!"

"I know." *I then spun around and windmill kicked him in the face and he stumbled over and fell into the building, crashing the camera he just picked up into the wall.* "Tonya, please stay back!!! I got this!"

"I should get a couple hits if he is going to publish pictures of us but ok."

I picked up one of the cameras and got the memory cards out and slipped them into my bikini bottom. I walked up to him and held my hand out* "Give me the damn camera!"

"Hell no, crazy woman! Get away from me!"

*He tries to get up but I grabbed his hair and jerked him back down and kicked him in the kidney. I wrestle with him trying to get the camera and he hit me in the face with the camera. Luckily, I still had the sunglasses on so it wasn't bad but that pissed me off really badly. I punched him in the face twice and the third time he actually dodged it and I fell forward because of my momentum and tripped over him and landed on the ground next to him. I tried to quickly get up but he got on top of my and I'm was then fighting him while he's punching at my face and neck and chest... He raises up to punch my in the face and when he does, I'm able to lift my knee up and rammed it into his balls really hard. His punch does connect, hitting me really good in the left cheek but he's in more pain than me. I rolled him off me, grab the other camera, take the card out and slip it into my bottom. I then throw the camera at his face and he turns his head just in time and it hits his ear and the back of his head.* "Asshole!!! God damned asshole!!! You're gonna wish you never came here!!!" 

"Who are you and why are you here?"

"He's just probably a free lance paparazzi hired to take pics of maybe you because of what happened at your fight... He's probably been steaked out here for a few days..."

'Is this true?"

He rolls around a bit more then grunts out. "The other bitch was right! I was hired to take pics of you after you got your ass kicked. People wanna see pics of hot girls and models who got the shit beat out of them. It sells magazines!!! And you a model and boxer, double the money for me!!!"


"Be grateful she is not letting me kick your ass. I might be in pain but I know I can still do it."

"Give him a little kick..." Tonya went over and kicked him the stomach. "Fell better, Tonya?"

"Yes but if I ever seem him again I will shove his camera up his ass."

"Ouch! But it's all good, I have the cards in my bikini bottom here. Those pics won't be published anywhere."

With that, he got up and limped to the gate and left the complex... We swam for a little bit more and then went inside... Crazy, crazy, crazy!!!

We just got our dinner and sat down to watch Jeopardy!!! I always beat her at Jeopardy. She get's lucky sometimes though... Maybe she'll also get 'lucky' tonight!!! hee hee!

*I pick up one of the cameras and get the memory cards out and slip them into my bikini bottom. I walk up to him and hold my hand out* "Give me the damn camera!

Heather Wins BIGtime and a Recording Update...

So, Heather and Jess will be staying here in Miami! She totally killed it Saturday!!! That girl can really skate.

And guess what!?!?!?!? She is a changeling, too!!! Yep! She was changed by a wish either by her or by her "girlfriend" Jess. Yep, they're an item now... So much happening. She got 3rd in street, took rookie of the year, best trick, and got 1st in vert. She pulled off a kick-flip mctwist 900 in vert that basically sealed the win!!! She actually has a blog that you can check out... Heather's Blog!!! 

Recording update... Well... Drummer issues are currently the problem. Two days in and John can't stay on beat with the loop on either of the 3 songs we're working on right now... That's causing all kinds of issues and really putting us behind schedule. He did ok on the EP we put out, but who knows what his deal is now... He better get it together soon!

The studio is cool! It has a nice feel to it and that's crucial when it comes to making a good sounding record. Here are a few pics...

Bree's gonna steal that Tele!!!

Bree's gonna steal that Martin!

Well, I'm out for now! Gonna go grab some lunch with the guys and then get back to tracking, hopefully! God, I just want to fire John!!!

Big Day Today for Heather!

It looks like all the weather has cleared (finally!) and the forecast is clear today for the skateboard competition! It actually feels really good outside today! High maybe like 83 or something...

Heather is really nervous and has been really anxious and has been running around here like a chicken with her head cut off!!! I hope she does well. If she does, she'll get to join a team here and stay, which is what I think her and Jess really want to do. Would be cool to have them around. They're fun to hang with! ;)

Yesterday, the band took all of our stuff to the studio we'll be recording in. We start laying down some tracks Monday. I can't wait. Me as Bree has never properly recorded anything so it should be both fun and interesting... I have so much new gear!!! I'm kinda giddy!

Well, off to the competition! Trying to decide if this tank will be ok... I don't want to get my shoulders burned... I absolutely hate that!!!

Smokey eyes!!! You peeps like the smokey eyes???

C-ya!!!

Saved!!!

It came!!! I've never been so glad to be bleeding from down there in my short life as a girl!!! I even did a little happy dance and Jess came in and looked at me strange.

 I kinda filled her in on what had happened but she already knew anyway so I just answered some more "detailed" questions she had for me. 

Earlier in the day, as I was playing guitar and going over some parts, she came in and we had a good little talk. She got kicked off her roller derby team when her captain found out she was a lesbian. She's bummed out because she really loves to skate in derbys. I have the band, Tonya has "boxing," Heather has skateboarding... She just feels like she doesn't have anything... I told her I thought that derby girls were a little more accepting to that but she that "Most of my team was but we got a new captain who didn't want a lesbian watching her back because i would just want to fuck it. and she bullied the other girls about it" She said that it also didn't help her chances that one day when the team was skating, she gave her captain a body check at full speed... So yeah, she's looking for a new team I think...

Also, she told me that Tonya told her about us, about us changing... I was shocked that she knew... She said that Heather didn't know about us yet...

She said that if Heather wins this skateboarding competition she's in that's been postponed for a while due to so many storms here lately, then they will get to stay here in Miami... She said they really like it here and like being with Tonya and me and they'll miss us if they have to leave...

So yeah... I'm gonna go watch some Letterman and then go curl up with Tonya in her bed with her and try to get some sleep... hee hee...

And by the way, Jess is really pretty as well. Lots of tattoos as well...

Nighty Night!!!

The New Girls...

So... Monday was quite a day, to say the least... Met Heather and Jess and all my new furniture came in! Also... umm... After me and Heather got the furniture all in the right places... I did a little photoshoot with miss Heather. Just a few shots of us and a few of her by herself... She's so cute and photogenic...

Here are a few of the cute/funny ones that I took of us on timer mode...

I love this one!!!

Giggles!

God!!! My ass is huge!!! Wait... I'm freaking huge!!!

Heading back to Tonya's

So, we headed back to Tonya's and both her and Jess were asleep... Jess curled up in the big chair in the corner of the room.

Yesterday, Tuesday...

Normal Day. Went into the office to check on things and I'm so far behind that's it's not funny... Worked for about 5 hours and barely made any headway... Then headed to my place to get my guitar stuff to take to Tonya's place. I really need to practice. Next week we go into the studio to start working on the full  length cd!!! Super stoked about that!

Came back to Tonya's and ate dinner with her. Heather and Jess were skating and me and Tonya just hung out...

I played some guitar and worked on the newer songs and my parts and when Heather and Jess came back, they were freaking out about how good I was... Jess especially... well, Heather too!!! They thought it was pretty cool that I was a really good "girl guitar player." Ha! We all watched some TV and then went to bed really late...

Today...

I just woke up and am about to go see if Tonya needs anything... This life is crazy now... Four girls in the same place!!! Wow! So much hair in the bathroom!!! Someone get the Drano!!!

C-ya!!!

Oh My Poor, Poor Tonya...

First of all... It's great to be home!!! It's been so long!

Secondly... Tonya got hurt... hurt very badly. She was beat up pretty bad in her last boxing match... Just look.

She has four broken ribs, three bruised ribs, a severely swollen shut/black eye, broken noise, a busted lip and another black eye. When I saw her in the hospital the first time, I just gasped... She looked horrible.

Anyway, her match was Friday and I didn't find out about it until early Sunday morning. Carolyn left Friday for some reason and hadn't been in all Saturday so I just chilled playing guitar and watching TV and then went to bed... Sunday morning she came in and was frantic and told me then! She said that she was going to have to get T around the clock care and all sorts of stuff. I told her I would do it and she... agreed. Hell, I owed it to Tonya for staying with me after the... anyway. She then was on the phone with the a Doctor Timms. I asked which hospital she was at. She told me she was at Jackson Memorial Hospital and I told her to tell the doc I was on my way. I grabbed some stuff but then realized I need to just go... I say the open door and freedom. I told Carolyn I'd get my stuff later and she, as I went out the door, told me she'd have it delivered Monday to my house as well as all the new wardrobe stuff and the stuff I modeled in!

I got to the hospital and yeah... like I said above, I was floored. The nurse got her in the wheelchair and we made our way down to the ground floor. We talked a bit and I explained some stuff about my visit with Carolyn and got all that straightened out. 

She told me that during the fight, it was like someone was controlling her and not allowing her to block or put up any defense. All she could do was punch and attack and the other girl just beat her silly. Similar to the "Deon" stuff where I definitely wasn't myself. We're pretty low right now. I hope what ever is doing this holds off for a little while. I don't think I can deal with anything else bad right now...

Tonya also told me about these two girls that were possibly/probably staying with her - Heather and Jess. I met them in a very interesting way. Super tough girls, to say the least. All tatted up and really aggressive. I was in the hall and they showed up and thought I was robbing the place and wanted to fight me. I played with them for a while until I finally told them who I was and that Tonya was there and hurt. After some heated arguments. She is a Roller Derby girl and I could tell she could handle herself. Jess went in to check on Tonya and came back out and told me that she was about to try to kick my ass. She came at me to body check me the first time and I partly got out of the way and kidney punched her in the lower back. We both kinda stumbled a bit... Then she came straight for me and got a punch in to my chest before I could avoid it. I then quickly kicked her in the back of her knee and also, with the heel of my hand, I struck the flat of her forehead causing her head to rock back. The reason she did this was to evaluate my fighting style to see if Tonya's injuries could have been done by me... They still thought I beat Tonya up. Jess came to the conclusion that it wasn't me.

Finally, the fight is over but we still argue a little more... Eventually, Jess goes to sit with Tonya and me and Heather go to make lunch. She makes some omlets and then I ask her about her tats and If she's gonna get anymore... Let me say this... Both these girls are HOTTT!!! She said probably not and then I tell her I have some... She said that she didn't see any and I asked her if she wanted to see them and she said yes, anything to get you naked!!! I was shocked. I dropped my pants to the floor and pointed to the ones on both my feet and then turned around and show you the one on my hip and both my calfs just standing there in my talk top and panties... I think that we both realized at that moment  we were attracted to each other. It was a little awkward... Anyway, we finished cooking, ate and headed here to my place. 

We talked a little on the ride and all the furniture just got brought in. I'm so glad someone was here to help me. We got all the old stuff out and with the movers, got all the other stuff in and arranged... kinda. We had to put lots of stuff together. I'll have to say, it looks so good in here now. I can breathe again! Modeling sure has paid off nicely and has provided me with the money to do this!!! I'm really happy right now. Heather is such a cool girl. Not too sure about that Jess right now, but Heather, yeah, we could be friends!!! 

Just hopped out of the shower!!! Check out all this hair!!! It would barely fit into one pic!!!

Well, gonna go accessorize some stuff! 

C-YA!!!

p.s. - Reunited with mah baybeh! Molly says hey!!! I love my kitty!!!