Another Manic Monday from Hell!!!

Holy freaking shit!!! A hell of a lot of stuff has gone down since the post on Monday... I mean, really, what the hell!

Everything was going fine. I had my bikini on and was pulling up to Tonya's Condo. I went around to the side and saw Tonya there waiting for me! It was kinda funny, I on purpose ignored her and ran right up to Ozzy and picked him up and started to play with him! Tonya complimented me on my suit which was actually one that I guess Bree had before I became her... So weird saying and thinking about that... 

It's a super nice, private beach and I had brought a few things in my bag with me.... a frisbee, paddleball... sunscreen... As soon as Ozzy saw the frisbee, he jumped out of my arms and tried to get it. Tonya got it and threw it up to Ozzy and he actually caught it...I was worried he'd leave teeth marks, but he hadn't. This disc is new. I had just bought them a few days before from Amazon.com. It's an Ultra-Star, the disc that USA Ultimate uses in their tournaments!

I joked with Tonya and said, "Go long! You can still catch, right? Now that you're a... girl..." I giggled a bit and threw it to her. She caught it and threw it back.

"Yeah I can still catch." Ozzy was running back and forth chasing after the frisbee as we played. I told her that me and Luke played Ultimate when we were younger and I really love playing and that I don't know how I'd be able to play now in a league now that I'm a girl and slower and not in that great of shape. "You'd probably do great! Hey, do you think you are going to ever introduce him, Luke, to the rest of us or do you think that would be too much to handle."

"He's met Olivia.... I told him about her. I can introduce him to you if you want. He's probably gonna instantly be in love with you. As guys, we always had the same taste in girls.. and that hasn't seemed to changed now that I'm a girl... He actually really likes blondes... so, be ready..." 

"Hey, would not be the first time I have been hit on by a guy and I would love to meet him sometime. It's always nice to meet someone who understands us." She then said, I hope jokingly... "Besides I am the only one of us who's had sex with men. I for sure prefer woman, though." She then gave me a peck on the lips.

"Well then! I'm not sharing you with him. Don't even think about it, Blondie!!!," I said with a chuckle!

"I won't. I only want girls now anyway. Lets go swimming." With that, she takes off into the water! We both body surfed for bout the next 15 or 20 minutes until we both felt completely waterlogged and headed up to play some paddleball.

I saw what looked like a person standing at the gate to her apartment complex. Looked like he or she had a camera. Nice lens. Probably at least a 200mm Canon pro lens. I hope they're not shooting us again. "There's a really nice wave coming in! Let's catch this one and then head up to the beach."

*When we rode the wave in, Tonya looks for Ozzy and sees him standing at the gate barking at a guy who looks like he is watching us. "Ozzy, come here boy." Ozzy looks at her and ran back.

"Yep. Definitely a camera. Be right back..." I went up to him and it was a different guy from last time. I told him that this was a private beach and we really didn't appreciate him taking pictures of us. He says that he'll leave as he brings another camera up and takes a pic of me at close range. Well!!! I didn't like that at all. I reached down and got some sand that was wet from me dripping and threw it at his camera. "Don't worry. It's won't ruin it to much. Those 1D MKIIIs have pretty good weather striping. Now, please leave or we'll call the cops... or let the weiner dog loose on you!!!"

Tonya came up to the gate holding Ozzy who was growling at the man "Look at this mean beast and these teeth!!! You better leave us alone, I've trained him to go for the balls!"

"He's leaving... Let's go play some paddleball. I'll draw the court!" I take a few minutes to draw out the court and then we're ready to play. "Ok. I'm gonna serve first! You ready?"

"Yeah lets get this game going"

"Ok! Game on!" I served and we play a little. "Ya know, most girls you see on the beach are horrible at this. I guess it helps that we were guys and did sports stuff. I know as Brendan, I played this game all the time with my dad and brothers... and sometimes with my mom and sister!" 

"At least your memories have some meaning. Mine are no use since they are all of my life in growing up in LA but in my new reality I never grew up there."

"Hmm.. yeah. I'm sure Bree, before I was her, played this. Seems like a McAdams family sport to play on the beach. We always did when I was Brendan. It's getting really hot out here... Wanna go get a drink and sit under the umbrella?"

Ozzy comes running over to me. "Aww! Looks like Ozzy wants you to carry him."

"Such a cute, sweet little dog." I rubbed noses with him as I bent down to pick him up. "Hey Ozzy you want to play. Go get a toy." Ozzy looked at me and grabs part of my top in his mouth and jumped out of my hands pulling my top with him and ran happily with it to Tonya. She took it in her hands, and waved it at me, mockingly... I covered myself up. 

"Hey look what I got know. If you want it come get it." She ran towards the water.

"Hey! Give that back! Give it back! When I get you, you're gonna be sorry!!!" I ran at her yelling and laughing and chased her in the water!

"Come on if you want it you will have to try harder." She held the top above her head. I finally made my way out to she was and jumped on her and she fall back into the water. We were both underwater and I'm tryed to get the top and when we both come back up, it was no longer in her hand... 

"Hey! Where did my top go? You didn't let it go did you? I never got it." I looked behind me and Ozzy is swimming behind me holding the top in his mouth. "Damn! Ozzy has it! He's so fast for a little dog! Get him! You two are quite the little top stealing tag team, aren't you?"

"Sorry... I forgot to tell you he likes to chew on bras and bikini tops. Ozzy come to mommy." Ozzy looked at Tonya and all of a sudden a big wave hit him. "Ozzy!!!" She yelled with a concern look on her face not seeing him anymore. A few seconds later, his head pops up right next to me.

"Got him! But, no top. He must have dropped it when the wave hit him. Oh well! Ozzy will have to be my top when we get out of the deep water! Ok Tauntaun, we can either go lay out a little more, me topless of course, or we can go up to your room and change. I would suggest just borrowing one of your tops but your tops are, kinda... big... Personally, I've gotten enough sun already!"

"Ok. Lets head back to the apartment." As we get near the gate, we hear some clicking sounds from a camera...

"Good God!!! It's that damn photographer. Good thing I'm still holding Ozzy up over my boobs or he would have some nice shots." He notices that we saw him and ran off to a van parked a few yards from the gate of the private beach. "Can you see his license plate number? Looks like some sort of a news van or a communications company van..."

"No but I can do something better. I don't know how he keeps getting in hear but he won't be getting out." She, I guessed, called the the guard running the entrance the apartment complex. "I love living in gated community. I told the guard running the gate I would give him two hundred dollars if he would not let him out and keep him there till we get to the gate."

"Uh oh! Dude better watch out! The evil Tauntaun is on the loose! Hey wait, I'm still topless... I'm just gonna go over here behind this bush and put on my bra and tanktop. There may be more photographers out here..."

"I can give you a minute to put n your clothing." She called for Ozzy who came and hopped in her arms.

"Ok! All done... woops. Top on backwards. Ok, fixed it. Does this look ok? Bikini bottom with tanktop and bra?"

"Yeah it looks ok." We walked over to the entrance of the apartment complex and saw the man who was taking the pictures arguing with the security guard.

"What are your plans, Tauntaun? I mean, I have my .380 in my bag here. I could.. umm.. shoot him in the kneecaps maybe..." I kinda laughed.

"I like that idea but that might be a little much. I'm not going to hurt him unless he makes me but he owes you an apology for taking pictures of you topless and us an explanation of why he is watching us. We can do a little good cop bad cop."

"I know why he took pics of my topless!!! You took my top and ran off with it!!!" I look mad at you then smile... "But, yeah, I'll be the good cop."

The guy saw us coming and looked a little nervous. He ran towards the fence and started to climb it. I grabbed him and pulled him off before he could get over. "Hello again! I think we have some unfinished business from earlier. First I want you to apologize to my friend here and you better be sincere about it. Then, you are going to tell us why you have been taking pictures of us. If you do everything correctly, you will walk out of hear instead of taking an ambulance."

"Ok. ok. Everyone settle down. I'm sure there's a good explanation for all of this. Let's just let the man talk..."

MAN: (in a broken eastern european accent) "I take pictures for company. Company like pictures of beautiful women. I see you two and take pics. I already emailed pics into company. Will be printed tomorrow..."

"Well I guess that means we are not going to hurt you even though I want to punch you as hard as I can. You are on private property and have taken pictures of us and are going to publish them without our permission. We will just sue you for everything you got and the company you work for. Do you have anything to say about that." It is apparent she's holding herself back from beating this guy up and trying to stay in control.

"She's not one to be messed with, I kid you not. I'll be on the look out for these pics. It might be best to try and convince your publisher to not put them out. Now leave and never come back. Anything else you wanna say Taunta... Tonya?"

"Two things, first I want to know how you got in here and second, if I don't hear an apology from him to you, I am going to break his camera over his head."

"Don't break it. We'll get this douchebag. Let's just do it in a way that can't get us in trouble." He kinda smiled at me a little... I walked up to him and lunged at him and he almost falls back. We heard the gate guard guy kinda laugh...

"I still want answers. How did you get into this place and I want to know what is the name of the company you work for. Once you tell me this, I will let you leave. I don't think you want us to involve the cops."

"Ya know Tonya, if these pics reflect either of us in a negative light, Carolyn will probably have him killed!" I said laughing!

"I get in by saying I work for cable repair company and only wish I got to see more of you two when I took the pictures. Would have made more money if you two both naked." The guys laughed at us. We walked away from him. 

"Let him go we will find out who he works for later. If I look at his smug face any longer, I'll kill him. Are you done with him Bree?"

"Well yes. In my mind I was cutting his balls off, but, yes, I'm finished with him here, in the 'real' world!"

"Ok you can leave but understand this - if I ever see you here again, or following us, or if I ever see you taking a picture of us, I promise you will not like what will happen next." The guy slowly backed away and then got into his van and left.

"I'm going to be so sunburned! Damn that guy. Maybe the sunscreen is still working a little bit that we put on earlier..."

"Lets head to my place. If those pictures make us look bad and Carolyn does make him disappear, I will make sure his death will be by having balls cut off just for you."

"Thanks!!! And then, we can we put them in to a Mason Jar filled with Formaldehyde?"

Then we went back to her place took a shower and chilled out for a while... 

So... that all happened Monday. Tuesday I worked a little over half a day at the office and then spent the rest of the day in the studio. Got back to my place at like 2:45am. I was so tired. Crashed immediatly.

Today, I slept in, took a shower and then went to the studio around Noon. I told the guys that I had to get home at a reasonable hour today and once I laid down a few more lead racks, I left there around 9:15pm. Came here and made a late dinner and then started writing this. Tonya's coming over here tonight!!! So... I better finish up quick. She'll be here any minute! I just changed into something sexy as well. Wanna see???

She's gonna flip when I come to the door like this!

Anyway, that's the last couple days. Hopefully I'll get that "sleep" I mentioned earlier but I highly doubt it!!!

Laters!!!

What a Day... at the Beach!!!

Summer has already been here a few days, but I really never think of summer without July being involved. July is my favorite Summer month! It's just perfect. It's just always felt like summer to me when it gets here. July also brings more and more people to the beach. Which I've always liked! In my teen years though before I changed, more and more girls would start to come to the beach wearing less and less clothing. Even now, I sometimes find myself looking!

Here are some shots I've taken recently while at the beach...

Now, had I still been a guy, I never would have gotten away with taking that first shot. But, as a girl, they didn't seem to care that I was pointing a camera their way, if only for a second. The second one, I almost asked those girls if I could join them! That looked like fun! The third one... WOW! You should have seen that girl doing trick surfing rides. She was awesome!

Here's another pic... guess what was happening here...

While girls would tend to shy away from pics mostly, this guy didn't. I was sitting on my towel taking pics of some surfers and was just panning the beach when I came across him and he must have been watching me and had been waiting for me to pan across to him. I focused on him and he did this pose and I don't know why, but I snapped this photo... I kept the camera on him for like 2 more seconds and he did some more poses but I didn't take any more shots. I took my camera down and just looked his way. He was actually closer to me than I though and he waved at me and motioned for me to come over to where he was. 

I was a little nervous. I stuck my phone in my bikini bottom and I got up and went over to him. He looked to be helping like 10 kids build this enormous sandcastle. As you can see from the pic, he wasn't a bad looking guy...

"Hey girl! You wanna help me out over here? I'm just tryin' to help these kids build a really cool, big sandcastle? Any help would be appreciated!"

"Well, sure! I can stay for a bit. Do you have a plan or are you just going for 'cool and big.'"

"These kids don't care as long as it's 'cool and big.'"

"Ok then! Whatcha want me to do?"

"Well, you could come over here and help me fill these buckets up with sand. The kids are dumping them out and building. If needed, I'm just providing the 'muscle.'"

"Ok. Pass me a couple buckets."

"You know what? You look really familiar. I've seen you somewhere before. Damn... Where was it? What do you do?"

"Well, I play in a band... You might have seen me playing here in a club."

"No. That ain't it. You ever do any parties? Like DJing?"

"I don't think so... I did see some DJ equipment in my garage. I thought that was interesting..."

"Well... it sure looked like you. Take your shades off, if you will. Let me see those eyes."

"Oh... kay..."

"Damn! Had to be you! Damn hot piercing blue eyes... Not a pair I'd likely forget."

"Well, thanks! I'll take that as a compliment."

"You should! You got it going on girl! Nice tats as well! I bet those on your feet hurt like hell!"

"Yeah, they did. But I really wanted them so I said, to hell with it, and just sucked up the pain."

"That's cool! So, you from around here?"

"Yep. All my life."

"What's your name?"

"Bree." *to a kid... - "Oh, sorry hunny, me and this nice man were talking and we forgot to fill up more buckets. We'll get back to it won't we... umm..."

"Oh, sorry, name's Deon. I'm from here, too."

"Me and Deon will get you guys some more buckets." There was something about this guy. He was a commanding figure. He towered above me. I felt so small and vulnerable...

"You guys bring me and Bree here all the empty buckets and we'll get them all filled back up. So miss Bree, do you like kids?"

"Sure! They're great. Who are all these kids anyway?"

"Two are my nephews and one is my niece and the rest are their friends. I love coming out here and hanging with them. They're my sisters kids. Their dad's in Afghanistan for two year tour."

"How sweet! They probably love you for this - both your sister and the kids. I bet you're their favorite uncle!"

"Yeah! I am! And I say that because I'm their only uncle." He laughed a little. We continued filling sand into buckets as the kids came and got them for a little while. He really seems like a nice guy. "So... Bree... with the piercing blue eyes. What do you like to do for fun?"

"Well, I like to play a couple sports. I like to go clubbing. I play guitar. I like hanging with friends - driving my car... Swimming."

"Cool that you brought up clubbing... I was thinking about going out tonight. You wanna hang out some tonight and hit a couple spots later on the strip with me?"

Well shit! He's asking me out. Dammit. How did I let this happen. How did I not see this coming. This guy's smooth. He knows how to do this. This ain't his first rodeo. Think Bree... Think! "Can't tonight.  I'm meeting the singer of my band to go over ideas for three remaining songs left to work out for our cd. Thanks for the offer. Wanna hand me another bucket?"

"What about later this week. If you'll hand me your phone, I'll put my # in it for you. I just cleaned my hands off."

"Umm... Ok. Sure. Why not. We'll see, I guess. I'm not promising anything though!" 

"I'll just get it." He reached over to me and gently pulled my phone out of my bikini bottom while gently grazing his knuckles over the little fluff of skin that the bikini bottom pushes up as it hugs my belly and waist. It kinda sent chills through me. I'm thinking the bad kind of chills, but I wasn't sure. It really caught me off guard. I just wanted to leave but he had my phone and was putting his number in it... He was handing my phone back to me and it rang and he looked at it. "Damn! Who is this... 'Wild Olivia' hottie that's calling you?"

"What? Wild Olivia...?"

"Yeah. That's what it says. And the pic that came up is of a topless hottie looking all sexy."

"Let me have that!" He handed me the phone. "God! That's my roommate. She must have gotten my phone and changed the contact name and picture..."

"I've got a brother. When we go out, we should hook them up and they could hang with us!"

I answered the phone. "Hello. - I'm at the beach. - I saw that you changed my contact stuff. - Well, I wasn't the first person to see it!!! - Ok. Ok. It's cool! I'll leave it, promise! -  I'll be there in about 20 minutes. - Sounds really good! - Bye!"

"Bree! You leaving me?"

"Yeah, I gotta go. Olivia has cooked this hamburger casserole meal that's really amazing. I gotta take a shower and get over to meet with Josh after that about the songs... remember?"

"Oh yeah. I remember. Was cool hanging with you miss Bree. I'll call you. And you have my number now, too."

"Yeah. Yeah I guess I do... Goodbye Deon."

"Bye Blue Eyes!" That last single comment almost made me throw up...

Well! That turned uncomfortable real fast. I guess I somehow... sorta got mesmerized by his presence. I wish I would have realized what was happening and put some sort of defenses up. It took me way too long to realize what was happening. I guess some people just have a presence about them. He was definitely one of those people - and it was so easy to get drawn in. I don't think I was attracted to HIM, just attracted to something about him. I don't know. I didn't really... I'm not.. I'm not ready to deal with these thoughts that have been brought up now...

I'm just gonna have to tell this guy I don't swing from the same side of the plate that most girls do... I thought that maybe since he didn't get my number that he wouldn't be able to call me because he didn't know my number. But I checked my recent calls and he had called himself from my phone. So, I guess I'm just waiting for Deon to call me and ask me out just to get turned down again... Oh well! Sucks for him!

O's meal was wonderful, btw! It gave me heartburn, but it was so good!

Met with Josh... Just got home actually. Got maybe 1 1/2 of the songs in a good arrangement. The last one is just gonna be really laid back and mostly acoustic, so that one is really finished as well! It's kind of a ballad. Nice song!

Ok! Tomorrow's the 4th! Can't wait to go over to my parents house and celebrate. Dad always goes all out on fireworks! Gonna be fun! And, I'm also off for the rest of the week!!! Woo hoo! I think O wants to go out tonight! I hope we don't run into Deon!!!

Bye!!!