Just Got Some Interesting Pics and Happy Thanksgiving!

Ok. Looks like I had a few to drink at my birthday party at the club a little over a month ago. Paul, the club's event planner guy and a friend of mine, just sent me these pics and wow, I was wondering where that hat and shirt came from!!! Lol...

SUITS!!!

I've never seen this guy before!?!?!

DAMN!!!

I love this jacket!

The start of not remembering...

No memory of this...

I've really got to stop drinking so much... I have no memory of those last three pics. So crazy... Wow!

Anywhoo, I just got the news that I'm heading out on Sunday for England and then to the Middle East!!! SO PUMPED!!! Tonya's gonna fly over to London on the last few days and hang out and stuff! That's gonna be really cool! I wish she could come the whole time but Drop Dead won't let her come, and I understand. That'd cost them a lot of money. WOO HOO!!! I can't wait. This modeling stuff is like a dream come true! I've always wanted to travel and now I sure as hell am!!!

Heading over to the Old Folks Home tomorrow after I cut the grass and get some stuff squared away with my house and feeding Molly and all and stuff at work. Tonya can probably check on stuff with my house and I just hope that maybe Friday and maybe Saturday morning I can get over to the office and get a few things squared away. I can also work from here if I need to and also take my laptop with me, but I have no idea if there'll be wi-fi where we'll be.

Gonna head to my fav burger joint and get some food and then, I just don't know, might go over to Tonya's or I might just drive up the coast with the windows down and the radio blaring!

I'M OUT!!!

Two full days of stuff going on!!!

I'm exhausted... From yesterday and today, I need a break, a vacation... something! Alcohol!!! More alcohol!!!

I just got in from recording and I'll try to recap...

The rest of Monday...
I went over to Tonya's and we ran a little (and walked a lot!). She ran as much as she could and then we would walk! And thank god for that, it's not like I'm in the greatest shape either. I was huffing and puffing enough to blow down a little pig's house myself!!! I got her to take a few shots of me running so I could post them on here so Carolyn could see them and see me exercising... We ran at a park near Tonya's condo complex... A lot of people run there...

I thought this girl was stalking me. She was running really close to me the whole time. Actually freaked Tonya out too!
Turns out she recognized me and wanted to meet me. Her name is Janice and she just started playing guitar and had seen one of my bands shows. She was pretty soon but a little creepy at first.

As much as I hate running, I had a pretty good time  running with Tonya. It's always better running with someone else.

After that, Tonya was really too tired to go over  to Mom and Dad's. She just wanted  to rest so I promised her I'd bring her some casserole back with me. I headed over to my parents house and jumped in the pool first thing before I even said hey to them. I really love swimming. Being alone in the pool around evening time is so relaxing. Luke got there for dinner and we ate and then watched some TV and then I headed back to Tonya's... And we had some fun!!! Long awaited fun!!! I guess she got rested up enough while I was gone! We had the place all to ourselves and we, well, tried out every room!!! Hee hee!

Nice coming home to this!
Snapped this pic in the living room as she was pulling the curtains shut!!! Hot Mama!!!

So today, I got up, uuuggggg, and went to work. I worked straight until 3pm-ish and then had to be at the studio for tracking and "vocals" around 3:30. Hit Mcdonald's drive-thru and got a mean and ate in the car on the way to the studio. John finally had the drums down for the first three somgs and was tracking the 4th one and was actually doing quite better when I got there. Having to stay on beat was keeping him more in the pocket, which is a good thing for him! I played on three more songs and then went into the vocal booth to track my first ever vocals with the band on a recording! Exciting! Never got to do this when I was Brendan, but, we had just really started out when we put that EP out so...

Had a little meeting with Josh about how we thought things were going and then headed back to Tonya's place. Super long day. Gonna watch some ESPN U and see what, if anything, they're saying about the 'Canes. Could be another long year... We have Florida in week 2. The 'big, bad SEC..."

Well, about to hit the shower and then try to convince Tonya to switch channels from the History channel to ESPN.

Laters!!!

Time to Celebrate the 4th!

Mom wanted everyone there early to hang and play games! They always try to make it fun, which it usually is! If it's one thing the McAdams are all about, it's fun involving games and competition! As soon as we got there, I saw dad in the garage and me and O went to chat. He was already going through the fireworks and I'll have to say that it was the most that he's ever bought!

"Dad! What in the world! Did you buy out a whole stand or something!?!?"

"Well hey there Bree! And how are you miss Olivia?"

"Doing good dad!"

"Me too Mr. McAdams!"

"I bought all these so we can compete with the Russels next door and win this time! I figured that we could all shoot. I think Thomas is coming sometime today to stay a few days. You up for some good ole firework neighbor competition, Olivia?"

"You bet! I love shooting fireworks!"

"Good to hear! Well, these are now all sorted and I have to go back in and help the Mrs. get dinner going and get the grill cleaned and ready. See you girls around!" He walked by me and gave me a kiss just as Luke walked in the garage.

"I bet he never did that to you as Brendan... Hey there.. Olivia!"

"Nope! He sure didn't!"

"Hey Luke. What's up?"

"Not much. What are you two about to do?"

"Swim, maybe. Is the floating goal in the water yet this year?"

"I just put it in! When Tommy gets here we can play some 2 - 2 but until then we can just swim or play 21..."

"Sounds like fun! We'll go change!"

"Yep. Let's go change!"

"See ya in tha pool!"

We went up to my old room and changed and ended up playing a little "purple nurple" on my old bed. With that game, I don't think there's ever a winner. All parties involved end up with sore, red, painful nipples. Fun though... kinda! ;)

We got in the pool, which was surprisingly warm, and started horsing around. Olivia just wanted to swim for the time being so me and Luke played some 1-1 on the floating goal. He won, dammit. He's so much taller than me now! Not too bad though... 15-10... Played one more game... worse... 15-8... We swam a little more and then O wanted to go lay out for a little while. Luke said he would too so we all dried off and headed for some lounge chairs.

Muh legs getting some Florida sunshine!!!

Thomas got there finally, pullin up in his new Defender 90. He came straight over to me, picked me up and threw me in the pool! I was kicking and screaming but he's just too big and strong for me to do anything about it!

He did a hulk pose and then Luke said, "You're sooooo strong Tommy! She weighs like what, a buck 15? Why don't you try to do that to me?"

"Ok! I will!" He walked over and Luke got up and they started to try to throw each other in the pool. Neither one seemed to have the upper hand from my vantage point dog-paddling in the deep-end. They were getting real close to the edge but no one was in yet. Olivia quitely got up and walked over to them. They didn't even see her. She just easily pushed them both in at the same time!!!

Everyone there cheered for her! "I win!" She then took a bow and then did a cannon ball into the deep-end right near me.

"Great job! Well done!"

"Thanks!"

"We played some 2-2 after that. Me and Luke against Olivia and Thomas. It was the closest game ever in McAdams history. We played to 15 and you had to win by two. The final score was... 28-26 in favor of... ME AND LUKE!!! Woo hoo!!! Olivia really surprised me with how good she was! You go girl! Right after the game ended, mom yelled out that it was time to eat.

The food was incredible! Salad with 3 different kinda of homemade dressing, grilled corn on the cob, french fries, burgers, steak, hotdogs and homemade ice cream and a Lemon Meringue pie for dessert! So glad I went to the gym this morning! Now, I'm gonna have to go 5 times tomorrow to work off all this food!

We finished eating and then chatted until we heard something next door... the Russels had shot the first preliminary firework signaling the start of the 2013 McAdams/Russel Fireworks WAR!!! It was on!!!

We got set up fast. We all knew what to do. Battle stations were manned/wo-manned... Mortars were loaded! Rockets set up! Mom had the huge Roman Candles ready. Ready for the first round or Shock & Awe!!! 3... 2... 1... UNLEASH THE MADNESS!!!

We set it off and totally blew away the Russels this year! They never knew what hit them! Here's a pic of the grand finale!

So! As you can see. We really do it up well! The Russels ran out this year about the time we got ready for the finale. They came over and admitted defeat and then we all hung out for a little while.

David made his way over but mostly just hung out with Luke. We did talk, but I could tell he was being a little weird. I wonder if he's seen the pics in the magazine yet... He probably has.

Anyway, we were about to head in. The "kids" always watch Independence Day after fireworks on the big screen ini the den. McAdams and Russels alike! Even David stayed this year. He does sometimes but lately he hasn't.  I love that movie!!!

After the movie, it was time to go. Me and Olivia packed up our things, said our goodbyes and headed out. Dad stopped me and said that mom and him were going to take a vacation and to check up on the place while they were gone. They were leaving Monday night. I told them I would and we were off...

On the way home, as we were pulling in the driveway, I "popped" the question...

"So, Olivia, I was thinking..."

"Don't hurt yourself Breely!" She giggled.

"Ha ha... very funny. Why don't you just sell your apartment and move in? Most of your stuff is already here and you are here like 90% of the time. Just move in already! I'd really like that!"

"I've been thinking about that too, Bree. I just don't know. That's a big step... My old life was at that apartment. I don't know if I wanna give it up yet. Let me think about it and I'll get back to you. Ok?"

"Ok... Yeah, just let me know when you're ready. I'm so tired... Can't wait to get some sleep."

"Me either but I gotta finish this program I've been working on... I might be up all night... You go on to bed and I'll join you when I can."

As we stepped in the door, she headed for the kitchen and her computer and I headed to my bed. That didn't go as I thought it would.

I just woke up and found O asleep on the kitchen table. Woke her a little and told her I was gonna go out and get a few groceries and things. She said ok and moped to the bed... I'm feeling a little down as I write this last part and remember that conversation from last night... :(

Oh well... off to the store with maybe a few tears in my eyes. One good thing is that I'm off today but looks like that will be sucked into the crappiness of the day.

Bye.

Sunday Night at My Fam's House!

My mom called and said that dad decided to grill out tonight and asked if I wanted to come. I said sure and that Olivia was probably gonna come to. She said that she figured she would come and that she'll see us around 6-ish.

We got there around 6:05 and I could smell the burgers and steaks cooking! We fixed out plate and sat down outside on the back covered deck and enjoyed one hell of a good meal! Mom had gotten out the big fryer and made some homemade fries and they had watermelon and cantaloupe as well! I ate a burger and the little part of Olivia's steak she couldn't finish. Then mom brought out some homemade lemon pound cake and I completely stuff myself. I secretly lifted up my shirt and looked in shock at my belly spilling over my shorts!!! DAMN!!! Mom cornered Olivia and started to ask her about where she was from. Olivia seemed to be doing fine... thank God! Luke wanted to know if i wanted to throw some football and I said I did. I really wanted to tell him about what all's happened to me. For some reason I feel like I need to tell him.

"Luke, whatcha doing later on this week?"

"Nothing really. Just the normal stuff. Why?"

"Well, I might need you to come over and help me move some stuff."

"Sure! What day you thinking?"

"Oh, umm, let's say Wednesday. Will that work?"

"I don't see why not. What time?"

"After work... around 6:30-ish?"

"Sounds good! Now, go long sis!"

I did our favorite route! Straight then cut to the old swingset, fake the pass then run toward the pool and catch it there for the score!!! Dolphins win! Marino finally gets his ring!!!

"You ready to go in?"

"Sure! I wanna go upstairs and check to see if I have anything I might need from my old closet."

"Cool! Hey! It's great seeing you so happy! I really like this new you!"

"Well thanks! And I am happy! It feels good to be happy."

"No prob!"

"Well, I better go rescue Olivia. Mom had her cornered. Looked like one of her 2000 question moments! See ya in bit Luke."

"Bye!"

I went in and mom had some old photo albums out and was showing them to O!

"You were such a cute kid, Bree! Just a little darling!"

"I know, right?" I'm gonna head upstairs and see if there's anything I can use from my old closet. Come on up if you can peal yourself away from those albums!"

I headed upstairs and opened the closet doors and saw my old computer. I could only imagine that it probably has some big glimpses into my/Bree's life on it... I decided to hook it up. I got it going and started to look for some stuff about my past. I started with trying to find some picture folders and I hit the jackpot in he documents folder! Wow! All these pics of me and I have no remembrance of them being taken. So weird and almost spooky! I'm gonna have to take this thing home with me!

I just connected to wifi and logged on and am writing this here. I also found some pics of me from high school... Here they are!!! Look at how young I look!!! Look at my hair! So crazy awful!!! Lol!

Me and Lizzy!

Lizzy squeezing my face!

Me and Emily. My/Bree's best friend!

OMG!!! As I just uploaded these on the page, the memories came back to my. I just got chills! BIG time! This was last day of school my senior year!!! As well as signing in our yearbooks, a lot of us girls decided to wear blue shirts, for some crazy reason and sign the shirts as well! Up top, that's my good friend Lizzy! In the middle, that's Lizzy squeezing my cheeks! And on the bottom, doing the duck face, that's Emily, my best friend from high school.

OMG! Lizzy! We could've been a couple. We had some sexual tension/tendencies between us. I think one time we made out and played with each others boobs at my house in the treehouse. Holy shit!!! We did that before me and David made out. That's why I stopped him I think. I was starting to get confused about my sexuality at that point... Damn! This is so much of a memory overload. Gonna close it down and go look at some pics with O and mom...

Bye for now! Bree signing off form her old computer in her old room!

Boring Day at Work... Ready for the weekend...

Just at work wondering what I'm gonna do for lunch... Hmm... Not feeling fast food, and that's weird. Anyway...

Had a great time last night at the fam's house! I really think Luke has a crush on Olivia... She thinks so too! Too bad Olivia's going out with Luke's sister!!! ME!!! ;)

Speaking of Olivia... She can make me do some crazy things... Here's a pic. This was like right around 7pm and everyone was outside in the backyard. She said hop in the hot tub (heat's not turned on, it's too hot outside for that)

She then said, "Take your top off and let me take a pic and then post it tomorrow."

I was like, "Everyone's out here, no way..."

She then stick out her bottom lip and pretended to do her cute little pout and give me her super sad, puppy dog eyes... "Pwease, do it fow me, Bweely..."

How could I resist. I hopped in the hot tub and looked around and actually no one was looking. I slipped my top off and posed. The pic is cute! Here it is...

 So... Got any quick lunch suggestions out there?

Bye!